dandelion ;; b.ch × h.js | b.ch × l.fl
- Reads 83
- Votes 6
- Parts 2
"The fault in our stars much, huh?", Jisung would say with a chuckle on his lips when he watched Chan do it for the first time, almost mocking him for it. But Chan didn't take it as mocking. He just smiled and took the cigarette out of his mouth, rolling it between his fingers a little before he decided to speak up.
"Augustus used it as a meatphor, right? The cigarette could kill him, but only if he gave it the power to do so, right? You see, being with you is like that metaphor. You are the cigarette and...let's say someone else, someone better than me, is the lighter. If the lighter lights the cigarette it would kill me."
So if someone else took Jisung away from him he would die.
Or
Chan doesn't have the guts to read Jisung's suicide letter, even after four years have passed, and it's keeping him from letting go of everything and moving on. But Felix is there to help him.
All Rights Reserved
#1
referencedsuicide
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
The English Teacher /Chanlix/
«By the way Felix» Seungmin turned towards him «Why didn't you drop out and why's your name all over the class schedule?» Felix frowned, confused «Is it weird? I don't know, Mr. Bang proposed me to help him, that's it» «Yeah, it's a bit... strange» the other shrugged. Was it really weird that Mr. Bang wanted his help? He already knew that the fact of not dropping out was strange, but he had never thought about this. Perhaps there could have been another reason why Mr. Bang wanted him around? Although he's Australian, when he moved to Korea Felix got stuck into an English course at school because of an old teacher. So, the last thing he expects is to see a young, insanely hot man named Bang Christopher Chan coming into the class and greeting everyone instead of his old teacher, making clear that, in his last year, Felix really signed up for a useless course without being forced to do it. So, he thinks of dropping out, but things start to go in some unexpected ways... ❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏ 💬The English Teacher⚜️ ✎ Chanlix🐺🐤 (Bang Chan x Lee Felix) ✎ Romantic Relationship❤️ ✎ High School AU ✎ T/W: NSFW, swearing⚠️ ✎ The characters' character DOES NOT resemble reality, I'm NOT forcing anything on themComplete
NUMBER ーchanlix ✓
『 °˖✧ ¢σмρℓєтє∂ ✧˖° 』 In which Felix wants to rant so Jisung gives him a stranger's number. unknown: "Um but when we throw up, do we poop from our mouth? it's eating my braicnells" Yikadoodles: "Brain cells* And what the fuck-" _____________________________________ español : @awhiedustic ~ Chapters are either too short or too long, there's no in between- Jk, it just varies 😂 ~ Contains profanity ~ Boy x boy ~ Text AU, may include narratives (not often) [Start: 03.10.19 End: 03.11.19 ] #2 in Straykids (26.12.19) #7 in ChanLix (15.10.19) #1 in Hyunsung (19.10.19) #1 in Chan (21.12.19) [#35 in Bangchan] #20 in Skz #42 in MinhoComplete
Daddy || Chanlix ✓
"I'm not saying that you will. I said "Even a straight guy." I don't certainly say that it's you. And, are you for real? Even a no-homo daddy, you wouldn't call him?" "What? No-homo daddy? What the hell does that even mean, Jisung?" With that, Felix starts laughing with his friend. "And no. Whatever kind it is, I wouldn't say something as vulgar to someone I don't know," he added. "I'm starting to think you're just homophobic," Jisung claimed, making Felix look at him judgingly, "Dude, I'm literally friends with you. I mean, not just friends, we're like best mates," he answered. "And who are you to assume I like being called dude?" Jisung rebutted. "Yeah, whatever, dude." Felix teased. "You're an asshole, Felix. You know I hope you'll turn out gay and eat your own words. Also, can't you really see? You must be blind; Bang Chan is a total hot daddy!" Felix groaned in irritation; he thought they already passed that topic. He looked at his friend in disbelief then responded. "Daddy my ass." C O M P L E T E D Started: 2020.08.23 Ended: 2021.04.20Complete
☀︎ his sunshine | chanlix
a social media au in which chan tries to come to terms with the fact felix may be more to him than just his childhood bestfriend. ★ NOTES - nuerodivergent characters - age regressor felix | caregiver chan (SFW) - aro/ace characters - chanlix, minsung, hyunbin - fluff, angst, crack, smut --- none of my characters have any resemblance to how i actually view straykids as people, i merely use their faces and parts of their personalities in order to create alternate universes. please remain respectful in the comments! --- all work is my own. do not copy. ADDITIONAL WARNINGS + NOTES IN INTRODUCTORY CHAP. ☆ #1 in hyunbin
𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭 • ᵐⁱⁿˢᵘⁿᵍ
[ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ] [𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠] -𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 ❝𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒄𝒉𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆❞ He doesn't remember his name. He doesn't remember how he died. He doesn't remember anything. He remembers his name. He remembers walking in on his lifeless body. He remembers everything. - Jisung is a ghost, stuck within the house he was murdered. Minho is a human, struggling with the death of his lover. p.s. Jisung isn't Minho's dead lover **WARNINGS** This story contains Graphic Descriptions of Violence and Suicide. sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ↬ 01.09.22 ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ↬ 29.01.24Complete
into you | minlix ♥︎ ✔︎
A burning feeling inside, a lewd desire and curious eyes always finding themselves on one man only. But, what if the eyes look back? What if the lewd desire can be fulfilled? But... what if there are rules for it to happen? Would Felix still be willing to give in before he breaks down and falls in love? ♡︎ ⚠️ Important ⚠️ This is totally imaginary, I do not own SKZ or any other idol mentioned and the personality might not match the actual idol since it's all for fun and fiction! ♡ Let's remember that, it's all FICTION and this book does not intent to declare anyone's sexuality, nor relationship. It's for entertainment and nothing else. Start: 22/12/2021 End: 01/09/2022 ©️Copyright 2021/thenoctemComplete![Just a Bad Dream [] SKZ x Felix](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/307825474-256-k389219.jpg)
Just a Bad Dream [] SKZ x Felix
"I can be as real as you want." [[[------<|>------]]] "Your imagination is our wonderful reality, but sadly, all good dreams must end at some point, correct?" He smirked, holding Felix's cheek as tears flowed out. "Baby, if you cry, it is you truly spoiling your dreams. So please, I would hate to have to do this again." [[[------<|>------]]] "Nightmares are just fears that you never need to worry about. Dreams are the real assholes here." [[[------<|>------]]] Nothing, no, nothing will ever be the same, will it? Getting rid of them will never happen. They are attached to him, 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 even. Lovely. [[[------<|>------]]] The members of Stray Kids are not dating each other in real life and will likely not start dating. I'm not promoting people itemizing kpop idols, simply trying to figure out my writing career. If it seems I'm doing was I'm not trying to, please DM me about it and we can have a private conversation.Complete
Do you? || Book 1
[Being edited so you'll get constant reuploads if it's in your reading list] Han Jisung, broken and suicidal. "I thought he cared... But as always, I was wrong" What happens when he tries to end his life after a series of horrible events by jumping in a pool with no one around? "I'm sorry, i have been nothing but a huge burden on you, please forget about me like i was never there." Unable to swim, handcuffed hands behind his back, holding his breath for as long as he could. "You guys are better off without me" When he needs to breathe, memories of him, his friends and his ex-boyfriend flash before his eyes as he inhales a huge amount of water. "Seungmo, Innie and Lixie, I love you more than anything else " Everything goes black, and he goes limp T/W= Mentions of Rape, self-harming, etc... Probably will include smut, BDSM, yaoi, etc...Complete![M I N E [MINSUNG]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/232092849-256-k730252.jpg)
M I N E [MINSUNG]
"Jisung didn't understand. What even he means by being his? It's all he says... Mine, mine, mine. Like I'm some object. He didn't even know him. -I want to lock you up, so I can have you all for myself. - Lee Know whispered wiping away the smaller boy's tears. -You can't do that. That's illegal. - Jisung tried to reason with a trembling voice. -I can because you're mine. - He whispered. He was so possessive. " Han Jisung was an ordinary boy who was a little shy and used to overthink things a lot. Upon entering college in a completely new city he only wished to have a peaceful life and forget about the bullies of his old school. However, life is never too kind to Jisung as just on his first day he got targeted by Lee Know. The problem was, that Lee Know was not a bully, instead he was rumored to be a gang member, who claimed Jisung as his the moment he saw him. Jisung was unwillingly pulled into Lee Know's world. Full of violence, danger, and pain. Why? Jisung doesn't know, but he keeps discovering that he isn't the person he thought he was. ©Minnight ⚠️ Warning: This story contains sensitive content such as; violence, mental health issues, sexual themes, criminal acts, and more. Discretion is advised. For more warnings please read the introduction chapter before you start the story.
Angel Or Devil? | Han Jisung Centric (✓)
[COMPLETED] Chan hates J.One because he killed his father. That led him to want to kill the man. To want to kill J. One is a difficult task due to his deviousness. At the same time, Chan also adored Han Jisung, the adorable boy who was always visiting his clinic. Not just Chan, but the rest of his best friends also like Jisung. They call him an angel. They angel. So, they want him. They want Han Jisung. But, does Jisung like them as much as they like him? The most important thing is, are they sure that Jisung is their 'angel'? *** Short chapters. Fast and simple plots. *** I wrote just for fun, so I don't care if the storyline doesn't make sense at all. This is just fan fiction and it's not related to anyone, especially SKZ and the pictures not belong to me. Sorry for grammar errors. English is not my first language. If you want something perfect, please go somewhere else. Positive vibes only ✌️ ❤️, Kay.Complete
«By the way Felix» Seungmin turned towards him «Why didn't you drop out and why's your name all over the class schedule?» Felix frowned, confused «Is it weird? I don't know, Mr. Bang proposed me to help him, that's it» «Yeah, it's a bit... strange» the other shrugged. Was it really weird that Mr. Bang wanted his help? He already knew that the fact of not dropping out was strange, but he had never thought about this. Perhaps there could have been another reason why Mr. Bang wanted him around? Although he's Australian, when he moved to Korea Felix got stuck into an English course at school because of an old teacher. So, the last thing he expects is to see a young, insanely hot man named Bang Christopher Chan coming into the class and greeting everyone instead of his old teacher, making clear that, in his last year, Felix really signed up for a useless course without being forced to do it. So, he thinks of dropping out, but things start to go in some unexpected ways... ❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏❏ 💬The English Teacher⚜️ ✎ Chanlix🐺🐤 (Bang Chan x Lee Felix) ✎ Romantic Relationship❤️ ✎ High School AU ✎ T/W: NSFW, swearing⚠️ ✎ The characters' character DOES NOT resemble reality, I'm NOT forcing anything on them
More detailsContent Guidelines