mafia! Dazai Osamu x fem! reader | ➰ You weren't perfect, in fact you were far from being perfect. Everything in you was odd, vile and hostile. You were a deadly paradise for lost souls. He was a beautiful boy. He wasn't imperfect, in fact he was more perfect than anyone you have ever met. Who was he? You didn't know, but he was the boy that took you out of your mother's womb, out of this warm and toxic water, out of this ravished river. He took you out of an flesh-filthy massacre, out of this full of raw meat slaughter that was supposed to devour your lungs, heart, bones, flesh and bones next. He took the knife yet never cut your skin, never let the blood float down your cheeks. Osamu Dazai was a beautiful boy indeed, how ravishing, used to say mother.
started: 31.08.2020
ended:
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!warning! mental and psychical abuse, suicide and suicide themes, cannibalism, plenty of drugs and alcohol scenes as well as blood and death scenes
Y/n L/n, an agency member with an ability known as Deus ex Machina, meets Dazai Osamu. Fresh from the mafia, she helps him get adjusted to his new life and role in the world around him. One thing leads to another and, to no one's surprise, their thinly veiled insults slowly yield to love. Dazai thought she was the answer, the cure for his troubled past, but when, after a particularly harsh mission, Y/n is kidnapped and goes missing, what will happen?
this one's gonna be angsty kids.
~being rewritten~
originally written in 2020, rewrite began on december 10th 2023.
none of the characters or plot points from bsd belong to me.