"Jin Hyung is gone and it's all my fault. I-I couldn't even say him how much precious he is for me and that I love hyung with all my heart." Tears fell nonstop from Jungkook's eyes and the rain flowed outside the window as if the world is crying fo r Jin, the oldest member of Bts. __________W A R N I N G____________ This story includes topics like self harm and depression so if it easily triggers you please don't proceed to read it any further. If you are still interested please read it at your own risk. I'd recommend you to not read it if you aren't comfortable but if you insist, read it at your own risk I am not the one to be blamed. I warned you beforehand. [stop reading this thank you. the only reason I have it here is to look back at my writing style and how much it changed and how far I cam <3]