my love (Deku x Baku)

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"Kacchan.. please just hear me out.." i look into his eyes, tears forming in mine,"I can't help it, I like you. I've always looked up to you, you've always been my biggest inspiration, ple-"

"I said shut up, Deku!" He growls, pushing me against the wall with a loud thud.

I wasn't expecting him to push so hard, I can feel like blood trickle down the back of my scalp from where I hit my head.

"Listen here, faggot." He grips the collar of my shirt more forcefully, making me closer to his height, our faces inches apart,"Dont ever talk to me again, you're disgusting.."

I try to speak but my voice just won't come out. Tears are pouring down my face, I thought he had to have felt the same. He was always nice when it was just the two of us. He's taught me so much, how did it come down to this?

"Hey?! You got it??!" He shouts, and I start nodding my head quickly, keeping my eyes shut.

He lets go of me and pushes me to the ground,"Good." Kacchan says before walking away.

I keep my eyes shut until I can no longer hear his ragged breathing. I start to stand up but my legs feels like jelly, I can barely move. My head is pounding from the impact I took earlier and I can feel the warm blood slowly making its way down my back. I'm such a coward. Things were fine how they were, why did I have to tell him how I felt?