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How I Survived.

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Parts 46
Time 9h 33m

Nun_Of_Your_Biz_Xb

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I do not own any characters
Bakugou isn't the same way.
 MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
MENTIONS OF ABUSE, MIGHT CONSIST OF MEMORIES OF SAID EVENS, OR EVEN SCENES OF IT
CUTTING
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS
POSSIBLE HOMOPHOBIA AND INTERNAL HOMOPHOBIA?
Izuku is about 12 or 13.
My name is Izuku Midoriya, and this is the story on how I survived.
Now, you might think that this should be in different context, but hear me out. When I was little, I grew up with my friend Kacchan, his real name is Katsuki Bakugou, but something changed, he got a quirk, and I didn't. My mom didn't help much, she stood by me but didn't like the idea of me wanting to be a pro hero. Kacchan started to beat me down and became more rude but that never stopped my feelings for him. My dad... He was in our lives but that sad excuse of a father can stay far away. He was sent overseas which I was glad for. He used to hit me. He hated how I didn't have a quirk. He hated how my mom would pay more attention to me than him. Mom never found out. As I grew up, things didn't get better, I ended up getting diagnosed with depression. I didn't tell anyone, the only person that knew was my mom and Kacchan because they were there. But I don't want pity. My mom had me get tested when she saw the cuts one time. I was stupid and wore a loose hoodie. She cried and took anything sharp away but I hid my razors, I ended up getting an appointment with a mental health specialist.All Rights Reserved

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[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] by KacchanTheDuck

Katsuki Bakugou in here, is completely different than in the actual anime. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ In here he is calm, don't want to be in any crowds, don't like attention. He is really quiet and Izuku is really different too than in anime. He is the bully. He always bullied Katsuki. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ All the story is about depressed Bakugou's life. How he was abused, went to school, when he had his problems and many, many more. Hope you enjoy my story! ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ☞︎︎︎While reading my story be aware of:☜︎︎︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Aʙᴜsᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏᴜɢʜᴛs/ᴀᴄᴛs• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Rᴀᴘᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴛᴄ.• ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ⚠︎ Rebember! When you need help, you feel depressed or anything like that - go to someone, talk. It's not good to hide it deep inside. You can talk to your family, friend that you trust, therapist. Anyone, even me. But not to someone that you don't trust, someone that seems fake and toxic, someone you don't know or anything like that. They can really hurt you. ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ Now enjoy my story! Hope you like it! ♡︎

Karma's A B**** (Suicidal Deku AU) [DISCONTINUED] by -We_All_Need_Jesus-

"You know what they say Kacchan.....Karma's a bitch." ------------------------------------------ [DISCONTINUED] Hello! This is a suicidal Deku story. But just to warn ya! ⚠️⚠️this story is gonna include: cutting, anorexia, suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, and death.⚠️⚠️ So if you are sensitive to any of these topics, I suggest you do NOT read this story! ‼️THIS STORY IS NOT A BAKUDEKU STORY. IT WAS NEVER A BAKUDEKU STORY, AND NEVER WILL BE‼️ -Also I do not own any of the characters in this story nor do I own the art I use in the chapters. The fan art or the quotes I use in chapters were all found on google.

Villain's Origins || A Twist in Time [Boku no Hero Academia Villain Au Book 1] by bblehh1202

WARNING: Viewer discretion advised. This story contains descriptions of murder, suicide, sex, and other mature content. Spoilers also ahead. ~~ What if Deku wasn't born quirkless? What if the reason for Katsuki's hurtful words had to do with the dark past Inko desperately tried to keep hidden from the outside world? What if becoming a hero wasn't the answer after all? ~~ My eyes widen. "I've decided. Young man, you will inherit my quirk." I let out a sigh of relief, laying down on the ground as my anxiety fades. I'm overwhelmed with joy, tears streaming down my face as my body is overcome with brutal exhaustion. I don't plan on using this power to become a hero, but All Might doesn't need to know that. I can't think of being a hero, or anything else for now. I need to get stronger, even stronger than my father. Wait for me mom, Kacchan, I'm coming. ~~ After that night, things only became harder for Izuku. The mental pressure was too much, to the extent that it took an unhealthy turn. Izuku could barely handle the pressure of having no one to rely on, torn between becoming a hero and being taught how to assassinate by the killer of heroes. It wasn't long before his sanity began to split. ~~ "It's okay. Honestly, you're the first person I've met who doesn't think my quirk is more suited to become a villain.." Shinsou said. After spending so much time with villains, I no longer thought of the word the same. "If you ask villains their story, you'll probably think they'd make pretty good protagonists. We always see things from the hero's perspective but we rarely ask how the villain ended up the way they are. The heroes are the real villains if you ask any villain, and even villains can be a hero to someone." ~~ I killed someone. I know he deserved it, yet I still couldn't look down at my own hands the same. Dried blood covered the bandages I wore around my wrists when I train with Stain. I had no choice but to accept it. I became a hero killer.

𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬. by mangoluvs

[COMPLETED] being bullied during your childhood days, sucked. especially for such a fragile kid who dreams to be the top hero izuku midoriya who has been bullied for being quirkless. she tries to become friends with katsuki bakugo, but kept bullying her, only making things worse they got accepted to the same academy where you can become a hero! some problems broke out between midoriya and bakugou though how will this all work out? !! i won't be following some of the actual story plot in the show/manga. i don't not own any of the character especially *fem. izuku, *villain au, and some of the plots!! (contains!! cussing, suicidal actions, self-harm, and bullying, sexual 'nsfw ' moments) 190220: #1- femdeku #3- kacchan #5- izuku #8- katsudeku 190523: #1- femdeku 200713 #1 - femdeku start: august 23, 2018 finished: september 30, 2018

Starbright Dreamer ( Bakugou X Black Fem Reader fanfiction) by Lunora034

‼️Book 2 Out Now‼️ For years I've walked under clouds of blood, trauma, and fake love. My father isn't around to cheer me on, and my mother doesn't want me. My siblings and i forced to seperate. My family robbed of our dreams. Its been a year since I've been in the shadows, and ran for the light. These people, I keep running into; The Symbol of Peace, a UA teacher, and . . . this blonde . . . red eyed boy, who I can't keep my mind off of. He has the worst temper, and could probably be nicer to people, but . . . he's sweet, and probably the most inspiring person I've ever met. Maybe, just maybe I can shine, just like my father wanted me to. Shine. As bright as the stars. Then maybe, I can dream, without being awake. °☆°☆°☆°☆°☆°☆°☆°☆°☆ Disclaimer: This story includes mature scenes, mentions of abuse, self harm, gore, self hate, rape/sexual abuse. Updates 5 chapters at a time, when is random. I do not own any of the MHA/BNHA characters, credit goes to Horikoshi. Mainly follows original plot. The characters I own are a few, plus quirks I've come up with inside this empty head I own none of the images unless I say so. They're cropped off of Google pinterest, and some other places, which I forgot. Cover art is an edited photo I made. That's all, go ahead and enjoy. Rankings: #1 in #mhafanfiction February 2023 #2 in #xblackfemreader May 2023 Started: June 1st 2021 Finished: July 19th 2022

Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

Bakugou x male reader by Kaiden_wolfy

Genuinely not worth reading (it's ancient) TRIGGER WARNING ABUSE I am unsure what I have written in this since it is a long time ago and I did not put in trigger warnings in the chapters because I was a stupid little kid You're a pretty nerdy but savage teenager. You went to YuuEi a year early so you're 14. You're the son of two minor heroes, but because they were scared you might get caught up and get killed by villains they put you in a foster center. You were adopted by pretty average people and were always bullied for the fact your parents left you. You have suicidal thoughts all the time and now have anxiety, depression and a genuine fear of every human being you don't know. Will this explosive hedgehog help you? Or will he just make fun of you?

Tragic Kiss [BAKUDEKU canonU] by mhaslut04

This has some trigger warnings please don't read if you are sensitive to any of these topics ⚠sensitive topics⚠ ⚠sexual activities⚠ Overal this story is pretty 18+ But who am I kidding, I'm not even 18 so just please just pay attention to the warnings 1A graduates in all its glory and Izuku gets better opportunities than he had ever hoped for, as he starts fighting crime in Tokyo. He becomes one of the biggest heros world wide and all his dreams seem to come true. Then why doesn't it feel right? Izuku always gets home exhausted and burries himself in work as if there is no tomorrow. He's doing what he loves and what he has always wanted, but then why does it feel empty and lonely? One day he gets a message for a 8 year reunion from his classmates. He's so excited to see every single one of them, hoping to get rid of the emptiness. Athough one person, he's hesitant about seeing: Kacchan, but he still replies with a positive answer, not knowing that night would change his life forever. Anyways I put a lot of effort in this story and I hope you enjoy

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Exertion (Under editing!) by thatoneeeeeemo

[Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou] - Katsuki Bakugou is aggressive, depressed, and just tired of being alive. He struggles to hide what he is truly feeling. An incident in the bathroom leaves him in able to even fake a smile. How long can Katsuki keep up his brash image? How long until that agony that grows within him comes out? How is everyone going to handle seeing how hurt Katsuki truly was? Katsuki has gone through life with closed-off emotions. Tall walls built around himself so he would never get hurt. What's going to happen when Izuku Midoriya sees past those walls? More importantly sees what Katsuki is hiding on his pale thighs. Read to find out how Izuku helps Katsuki feel something other than pain and anger.

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