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How I Survived.

Nun_Of_Your_Biz_Xb

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Reads 253
Votes 24
Parts 46
Time 9h 33m

Nun_Of_Your_Biz_Xb

Mature

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I do not own any characters
Bakugou isn't the same way.
 MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
MENTIONS OF ABUSE, MIGHT CONSIST OF MEMORIES OF SAID EVENS, OR EVEN SCENES OF IT
CUTTING
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS
POSSIBLE HOMOPHOBIA AND INTERNAL HOMOPHOBIA?
Izuku is about 12 or 13.
My name is Izuku Midoriya, and this is the story on how I survived.
Now, you might think that this should be in different context, but hear me out. When I was little, I grew up with my friend Kacchan, his real name is Katsuki Bakugou, but something changed, he got a quirk, and I didn't. My mom didn't help much, she stood by me but didn't like the idea of me wanting to be a pro hero. Kacchan started to beat me down and became more rude but that never stopped my feelings for him. My dad... He was in our lives but that sad excuse of a father can stay far away. He was sent overseas which I was glad for. He used to hit me. He hated how I didn't have a quirk. He hated how my mom would pay more attention to me than him. Mom never found out. As I grew up, things didn't get better, I ended up getting diagnosed with depression. I didn't tell anyone, the only person that knew was my mom and Kacchan because they were there. But I don't want pity. My mom had me get tested when she saw the cuts one time. I was stupid and wore a loose hoodie. She cried and took anything sharp away but I hid my razors, I ended up getting an appointment with a mental health specialist.All Rights Reserved

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Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

Villain's Origins || A Twist in Time [Boku no Hero Academia Villain Au Book 1] by bblehh1202

WARNING: Viewer discretion advised. This story contains descriptions of murder, suicide, sex, and other mature content. Spoilers also ahead. ~~ What if Deku wasn't born quirkless? What if the reason for Katsuki's hurtful words had to do with the dark past Inko desperately tried to keep hidden from the outside world? What if becoming a hero wasn't the answer after all? ~~ My eyes widen. "I've decided. Young man, you will inherit my quirk." I let out a sigh of relief, laying down on the ground as my anxiety fades. I'm overwhelmed with joy, tears streaming down my face as my body is overcome with brutal exhaustion. I don't plan on using this power to become a hero, but All Might doesn't need to know that. I can't think of being a hero, or anything else for now. I need to get stronger, even stronger than my father. Wait for me mom, Kacchan, I'm coming. ~~ After that night, things only became harder for Izuku. The mental pressure was too much, to the extent that it took an unhealthy turn. Izuku could barely handle the pressure of having no one to rely on, torn between becoming a hero and being taught how to assassinate by the killer of heroes. It wasn't long before his sanity began to split. ~~ "It's okay. Honestly, you're the first person I've met who doesn't think my quirk is more suited to become a villain.." Shinsou said. After spending so much time with villains, I no longer thought of the word the same. "If you ask villains their story, you'll probably think they'd make pretty good protagonists. We always see things from the hero's perspective but we rarely ask how the villain ended up the way they are. The heroes are the real villains if you ask any villain, and even villains can be a hero to someone." ~~ I killed someone. I know he deserved it, yet I still couldn't look down at my own hands the same. Dried blood covered the bandages I wore around my wrists when I train with Stain. I had no choice but to accept it. I became a hero killer.

Dead Boys (BakuDeku) by lyzard_fan_fics

It's gonna be angsty bois. Sorry. Also told from Katsuki's pov, which is kind of new for me. Also, no quirks! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We close our eyes, blind our pain Nobody ever could explain All the dead boys in our hometown Katsuki Bakugou moved from his home town when he was ten. He was ten when he moved, so he didn't exactly have anyway to keep in contact with his 'friends'. Eventually they all just seemed to fade into an empty memory. Except for one boy. He couldn't quite remember his name, but he remembered his unruly green hair and obnoxious freckles. Katsuki had no clue why this boy in particular stood out to him, but he was determined to find him again and get to the bottom of it. Now that he was seventeen and moving back to that same little town he grew up in, he can actually seek out the boy. But the boy doesn't seem to want to be found, at least not by Katsuki. Every time the blond thinks he's about to catch him, the boy slips through his grasp. With Katsuki's nonstop searching... will he like what he finds? ******Trigger Warnings****** Heavy bullying Mentions of self harm Mentions of suicide I think that's it but if anything else comes up I'll add to the list. There will also be warnings at the top of chapters that contain triggers. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AHHHHH I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS BOOK.

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Starbright Dreamer ( Bakugou X Black Fem Reader fanfiction) by Lunora034

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𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬. by mangoluvs

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Izuku Midoriya has always liked his childhood friend turned into bully, Katsuki Bakugou. Maybe he liked him in more ways then just as friends but then a whole new world of problems spark as Izuku has to stay with the Katsuki. (also there are no quirks) (Characters nor art belong to me) only wrote this 4ish months ago but I've learned how to write better. I'm so sorry it's really bad. Edit 2 : Uh hi, I kinda deleted the old prompt because it didn't really match up well so yeah that's the new one. Edit 3: this is literally terrible please don't read it, I'm saving you from the torture of my shitty writing. (Under editing)

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Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten)

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