Best friends when they were children. Confused lovers as teenagers. Strangers as adults. You can be desperately in love with someone even if you haven't spoken in years. Even if you hadn't laid eyes on each other in years. Seeing him that first night just reminded her of everything she felt as a kid, during the time she got to know him. It was love, and to her it still is...but she doesn't believe in happiness. She would give up everything just so that everyone else around her would be happy. Even if it's breaking her heart.