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depression fanfiction hitoshi hitoshishinso mha monoma monomaneito monomaxshinso monoshin myheroacademia neito neitomonoma shinmono shinoma shinso shinsohitoshi texttospeech

HIGHEST RANKINGS 
 Rank #1 in #monomaxshinso on 06.12.20 .
 Rank #1 in #monomaneito on 05.2.21 . 
 Rank #1 in #monoshin on 22.8.21 . 
 Rank #1 in #shinoma on 22.8.21
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For Hitoshi Shinso, life is just one big hurdle for him to get through. School for him is miserable - everyone is scared of approaching him for fear of him using his quirk on them. He gets through the days by self-harming, just to keep him feeling something. 

Neito Monoma drunkenly agrees to a dare: get U.A's 'villain' to fall in love with him before the school semester ends. He figures he'll have some fun messing with Shinso.

 Shinso is ecstatic that his crush seems to like him back. He begins to abandon his self-harm habits, and for once, things seem to be looking up for him. 

But when Shinso finds out Monoma's true intentions, it all falls apart. Has Monoma pushed the 'villain' too far?

⚠️ TW ⚠️
self harm, mental illnesses, and mentions of suicide


 Disclaimer: I do not own the mediums used at the beginning of each chapter. They belong to the original artist. All characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi and Funimation. The plot belongs to me and is a product of my own imagination.
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Shinsou Hitoshi, the loner of General studies dreams and yearns to become a pro hero, but first he must do simpler things and settle for the hero course of U.A that is if he gets in. Unfortunately, he didn't get in, but Shinsou didn't give up he tried again at the sports festival, but still he didn't succeed. Eventually, he was given an offer he couldn't refuse, an opportunity a third chance at becoming an hero! But having to solve all the problems of the hero course classes, 1-A, and 1-B, of course he couldn't handle 40 teens on this own so he was given an partner. Monoma Neito, the smug guy from class 1-B who hated class 1-A with a passion was to help him, how on earth was Shinsou going to make this work? and what will he and Monoma discover about the classes and each other? (Hey there! Yes if you were previously reading this story you will notice I changed the portrait and description, the same rules still apply as before, I am still uncomfortable writing smut, lemons, and anything related in that category, but I will write fluffs sometimes! Art work credit goes to their owner!)