All We Know

"We shouldn't be doing this", I whispered.

Keeping his head in the crook of my neck he hummed, "We shouldn't". Neither of us made any attempt to tear ourselves apart from each other.

"You're an attending", I added breathlessly making him kiss my neck, I almost moaned. "I know love, I know". His reply almost made my knees buckle. Luckily he had me secure in his arms.

"You don't know me Mark", I said gathering all my will and pushed on his chest. This seemed to work as he leaned back and gazed in my eyes. Searching my face he sighed, "And you won't let me."

I bent my head in shame and some what guilt and said "No".

Pushing on the walls on either side of my head, he turned walking away. Mustering up the courage to make a decision that I would be 110% regretting in the future, I followed him up the stairs and stopped a step above him.

Confusion crossed his features but it soon turned to shock as I pushed him against the walls and kissed him with everything I had. Breaking the kiss abruptly, I pressed a wet kiss to his neck where I could feel his carotid pulse and ran up stairs. Leaving my very baffled attending in the middle of the stairs.