Cydkney's Diary
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Hello darling it's your girl Cydkney Alloura Love and I'm here to give you the real spill on my life. It's not everyday you get to explore the life of a BLACK TRANS WOMAN.
Yes that's right... I'm TRANS but not TRANSLUCENT to the world I am subjected to live in, nor the environment my presence alone effects. Yet, that still doesn't stop this world from treating me, or the next girl like me like an object of lust.
We are being slaughtered and carted away at an increasing rate each year, yet we live in a world where you can't be apart of a community you are. When will our rights be written? Maybe if this society was forced to take a step in our shoes as the Trans Community. Here's what I mean...
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