Rest In Peace

This is just some backstory to what my poem is about. Please be aware that this is about loss and may cause some people to have very strong negative emotions.

I was 8 weeks pregnant and got to have an ultrasound and see my child, the doctor told me there was no heartbeat but all hope wasn't lost as it may have been a technical issue. Even though I was spotting I had hope and went for blood tests over the next few days. I gave up hope when the doctor told me things where not looking good and when I realised it didn't look like spotting anymore. A few days later I started feeling cramps and throughout the day they became worse that night when I was in agony from the pain so I went to the hospital. They did some tests and some other things which are a bit too gruesome to talk about and my physical pain was finally over. I am still grieving so I wrote this.

This is a song for my lost child, even though they are gone they will always be a part of me and I will always love them.