Better than me.[bowers gang]

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[fighting, violence, mention of abuse]

 "I know you hate my guts.. but you're the last thing that feels real to me."




[i changed the title as it'll work better with the plot.]


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« More than meets the eye » by whitetiger200

Yes, on the outside Henry Bowers is loud, vial and all round a threat to those who get in his way but what most don't know, what most don't see is the hurt hidden behind his dulling eyes. Nobody sees the way he flinches away when an adult yells and no one sees the fear that paralyses his body each time his father is near.. of maybe they do and just don't care enough? Bowers gang - 17 years old Losers club - 15 years old Tw - Parental abuse Anxiety Eating disorder Depression Suicidal thoughts Self harm Underage drinking, smoking too This is a boyxboy fic not an x reader. This is obviously Henpat too! All characters belong to the writer Stephen King!

"You've got to fix me, Eds. I can't keep living like this, not with all these broken pieces within me." "Richie, there's no part of you that needs fixing."

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It doesn't matter if I have someone or not. At least not to him...He is always there. Watching me from afar. And I don't resist him. I can't resist him.... WARNING: Mature content, violence, murders, abuse, angst,blood play, knife play, dark romance etc. *If you have can't handle dark stuffs, stuffs that are mentioned above or have a light stomach, I would advice you to go back.

[BxB].I have scars, it's not a question, it's a statement, scars inside and out. I have never loved anyone, as much as I love him, but I can't commit to anything, I won't commit to anyone. I can't seem to get out of my own head, I want him so fucking badly, but I won't be broken by love. I have commitment issues, I have anger issues, I have so many issues, and he's just one of many insecurities.

"Shoot, bastard." He grinned like a maniac. I put my finger on the trigger. I already had to live with the weight of having murdered two people. One more didn't make a difference. I had to push all feelings back and face reality... I needed to kill him to survive.

The Ugly Duckling [Completed] by TayBookworm

"We have been friends for years!!!! For YEARS!!!!! We grew up together!!! You should know me better than anyone!!! Why you don't believe me!!! Why you choose to believe someone over me!!!" I shouted at him while crying. I hear sounds of shattering and I can see the shattered pieces of my heart on the ground in front of me. I know I have to pick them up but I don't have any strength left in me. This is the man I'm in love with most of my life. This is the man I love more than my life. This is the man who hurts me the most. I gather up my last remaining pride and walk away from him.

a fight is one thing but a feeling is another. // kellic ; fighting. im a pacifist tho keep that in mind.

The Abused || Belch x Victor x OC (POLY) || IT by kaybeewriterz

You are the older sister of henry bowers, you guys get betrayed and beaten constantly. But what if your dad wasn't the only one abusing you...? Will Henry finally realise how much he cares for you. ? Two certain followers have had their eyes on you for a while long now... What will happen if they have to choose between childhood BestFriends and you... Read Along To Find Out: I changed the cover photo because I thought it needed a better one before I completed this book. Started: 28/12/2022 Finished: 31/08/2023

PSA: This story isn't meant for the feign of heart. It may be triggering in many ways. It deals with physical and emotional abuse, depression, self harm, suicide idealization, and many more possible triggering things. Stand alone, but part of the Better With You World.

I Painted A Picture (Jalex) by kellallyourfriends

"You know, you're really hot." "What?" "Fuck, that was a terrible idea, why did I say that?" Alex Gaskarth, a painter with a fucked-up life, meets Jack Barakat, an actor also with a fucked-up life. All goes well, until we get to the fucked-up life part. Completed 9/24/16. I don't like marking stuff as "complete". Trigger Warnings: Panic attack, anxiety Self-harm Homophobic slurs Abuse Death mention

« More than meets the eye »

Yes, on the outside Henry Bowers is loud, vial and all round a threat to those who get in his way but what most don't know, what most don't see is the hurt hidden behind his dulling eyes. Nobody sees the way he flinches away when an adult yells and no one sees the fear that paralyses his body each time his father is near.. of maybe they do and just don't care enough? Bowers gang - 17 years old Losers club - 15 years old Tw - Parental abuse Anxiety Eating disorder Depression Suicidal thoughts Self harm Underage drinking, smoking too This is a boyxboy fic not an x reader. This is obviously Henpat too! All characters belong to the writer Stephen King!

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