""my life is not perfect"""

eversince nging friendly n aq sa mga girls....
ni indi aq naiingit sa knila kht png super model ang ganda nila....

then one day I just come to realize that im not one of them...
instead I realize I love one of them....

funny but yes I am....
im "lesbian"
its hard for me to accept all of this
keep asking my self ...
Y ME...
is this really true....
everytime I go to church. ..
I've been always praying for what is real...
keep on praying that hope God . lead me to find out what really I am....

Days year's and months has passed but still dont know what the answer about in me....

my family keep on bullying me that im ugly. .
that no one will interest to love me...hahahaha

subrang nsaktan ako...
mas kakayanin kong laitin ako ng ibang tao kysa sa sarili kong pamilya. ..
but still I smiled and said...
maybe God is busy providing me the right one.Hehehehe. ...

I graduated highscol and had the opportunity to work in manila....

Doon ko nkilala ang lalaking akala ko mgpapabago skin