I Never Knew
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  • Reads 6,454
  • Votes 134
  • Parts 8
  • Time 1h 9m
Complete, First published Aug 01, 2020
Mature
you and Spencer have never really been close when you started working at the BAU and you wanted to respect that if he never wanted to get as close to you as he was to the others. But one case that you two work together with seemed to start to change that. 

(just gonna add this is going to be kind of a slow burn sorry and I will add trigger warnings where I feel like there may be a need for it thanks)
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uh hi I don't quite have a set story line yet but that will change at some point. this is also my first fanfic so please be nice about the writing. I also don't have a set upload schedule atm so bare with me. this fic will have smut and some possible triggering subjects so I will put those warnings if you're not interested or if you just wanna be cautious about this. again this is my first one so pls be nice thanks
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