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I Wish I were Heather || Hanahaki Disease [ Nishinoya ]

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Reads 21,439
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Parts 30
Time 1h 2m

angst angstwithhappyending haikyuufanfiction hanahakidisease heather karasuno nishinoya ×reader

☠︎︎  WARNING !! CW// 
• hanahaki disease
• angst  

☠︎︎  WARNING !! TW//
 • mentions of abuse
• blood
• self-harm  ☠︎︎


 


«~  You're Y/N Tanaka. Having word-abusive parents just weren't it, so you moved in with your cousins. Best friends with Yuu Nishinoya, but does he feel the same?   ~»


 
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𝗙𝗟𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗥𝗦 ➛ y. nishinoya & r. tanaka ✔ cover

𝕤𝕒𝕗𝕖 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟 ✔️ | 𝑵𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒐𝒚𝒂. 𝒀 | cover

Jikook⁶ | My Little Universe cover

The Petals ~𝒜 Tododeku 𝐹𝒶𝓃𝒻𝒾𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

_-♥✧~↠↞~✧♥-_ Izuku Midoriya was happy with his life for the most part. He had a great mom and mostly great friends. (Ahem-- Bakugou) There were always little things that set him off, but he was okay. One thing about his life that was different was that he hadn't noticed this developing crush on Todoroki. Well, he had, but he pushed it back far into mind. He had accepted that he didn't like him back at all after the Sport's festival so he put it in a cage and locked it up with additional brick walls surrounding it and threw it into the void of his mind. It's still there, but he always reminds himself that he has to focus on school instead of this crush of his. When his feelings get overwhelming and he has convinced himself that Todoroki will only ever think of Deku as a friend he gets a sickness and the next time he wakes up the petals are all he can see. _-♥✧~↠↞~✧♥-_ ❝𝙲𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎? 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝚂𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚗𝚊' 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑, 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚞.~♡❞ [I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA. (i wiSh)] [Around 46,000 words] -2020- Dec. 1st~ #13 In Tododeku Dec. 10th~ #11 in Tododeku Dec. 16th~ #9 in Tododeku Jan. 2nd~ #3 in hanahakidisease Jan. 4th~ #1 in hanahaki Jan. 20th~ #1 in hanahakidisease June 29th~ #4 in dadmight -2021- April 2nd~ #1 hanahaki -2020- Jan. 1st~ 5K reads Jan. 26th~ 10K reads Feb. 20th~ 17k reads March 4th~ 20.4k reads! April 22nd~ 30.6k reads!! :O June 29th~ 41.4k reads :DD -2021- April