"Finally, my autobiography book, Error 404 is out, after 2 years of work.
It actually took me only 6 months to write 99% of the book, but couldn't write the ending for a long, long time. I wrote a book about a child who was sexually abused, unhappy in her home, who grown up to be a drug addict, psychotic, eating disordered, suicide obsessed teenager. About how the adult her who traveled the world, and hated herself every step along the way. About making weird art on the Internet, and finding her own voice but also fell into a dark endless void. The original ending, was me doing meth on New Years Eve. I couldn't do it. I couldn't publish a book so dark when I am myself, still searching for light. So i stopped. I went traveled again, searching for something unknown. Better, but unknown. And I found it. I fall in love. And i got married. At that book ending, I was the girl who found the happily ever after. We found our happily ever after." - Plaaastic
in memory of
GG
(i apologise if the translations are not accurate enough. )
Life is going fine for George until he starts feeling... weird.
Everytime he talks to Dream, he gets butterflies-
Yearning for the joyful sound of Dreams laugh-
But, panic starts to set in.
Their only best friends, right?
George doesn't want anything more, at least he doesn't think.
Fearing that these stupid feelings will ruin evrything, George decideds to take a break from the internet.
Things in his life change. He loses his apatite. He loses sleep. And, hes losing his connection with Dream. Yet hes still panicking.
As he starts to fall into a deep state of depression, he hears a knock at his door.
"Who could that be" George groans as he walks across the cold, hard floor to the door.
As he twists the handle, it creaks.
Shock freezes his whole body.
"Dream?!"
Trigger Warnings throughout the book include - Panic attacks, anxiety attacks, vomiting, passing out, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, rude language, and physical violence.