It's not a fairytale any more...

“Kat.” i looked at her as she gave me a dirty look. “this is stupid why are you telling me a stupid fairytale that sounds more like a murder story than a happy story.” “listen Kat, i just want to tell you my life story, just not in the way it really happened. Bad things happened in my life that i can’t control, and i just want us to get along but with you nagging me the whole time i can’t do that.” Kat rolled her eyes once more an said “i just want to chill with my friends, but you’re always trying to hang out with me, just accept the fact that i don’t like you, and that i should be with dad but i’m stuck with you!” When she said that it felt like she jabbed a knife into my heart, that hurt, but she was right, she was right she was stuck with me, her father couldn’t be there anymore and she blames me for it… i just want her to know that i love her even if she hates me. i gave birth to her, and even though every day she tells me she hates me i love her… she hurts me every day by saying things that shouldn’t be said to your mother, but.. i love her...