All the Past

Reads 218
Votes 53
Parts 36
Time 4h 47m

Reads 218
Votes 53
Parts 36
Time 4h 47m

Mature

Set in a universe where memories can be targeted and abstracted, Zach is an ex-memorosurgeon seeking answers about a past self he deleted.All Rights Reserved

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For as long as he can remember, Ben has been an expert at keeping his distance from everyone, hiding behind walls he's carefully built. But when his best friend Connor returns after five years away, everything starts to unravel. Ben finds himself struggling not only with the walls he's put up but also with the confusing feelings he's tried to ignore-feelings he's had for his friend all along. As old emotions resurface, Ben must decide whether to keep running from what scares him or risk it all for a chance at something more.

Leaving a troubled past behind, Dylan starts his first day at a new high school. He's soon wrapped up in his new life, meeting new friends and especially someone to take his mind off the things that happened. However, the past has a way of catching up, and how does he think he can get someone else out of their misery if he can't even help himself? Dylan knows he should know better than to fall for someone new, but Zach isn't just anyone. He's the guy with a face of stone and eyes as cold as a winter's night - a guy without a heart - or so it would seem... They won't like each other at all, they will hate - hate each other senseless. But perhaps that senselessness is what will get them out of their troubles once and for all.

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More Than Friends

For as long as he can remember, Ben has been an expert at keeping his distance from everyone, hiding behind walls he's carefully built. But when his best friend Connor returns after five years away, everything starts to unravel. Ben finds himself struggling not only with the walls he's put up but also with the confusing feelings he's tried to ignore-feelings he's had for his friend all along. As old emotions resurface, Ben must decide whether to keep running from what scares him or risk it all for a chance at something more.

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