THE RISING WATER LEVEL OF AUGUST 15th

Since childhood, I use to love watching rainfall sitting in indoors, even though my heart wanted to go and play outside in the rain my Amma(mother) never allowed me that, but still, I never let my hopes down about going and playing in the rain, as there would be always a plan B ready which we all have, plan A to convince Amma to let me go and play in the (and obviously this won't work) so now comes the plan B to sneak out of the house with being noticed and then play in rain, but in my case, this never worked and if it worked also my Amma would punish me after I reach home after my ultimate mission is over. So due to fear of punishments, I just by the window and watch the rainfall.
I heard some people that whatever you liked it childhood slowly when you grow up you start disliking it, in my case, it is true about the rain, in childhood I used to love it, but in my, this age(teenage) I just hate it and no one hates anything without any reason, even I have a reason that made me hate the rain.