HAPPINESS • LAMS
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Last published Wed, Aug 5, 2020
Alexa is a small girl. She keeps to herself and stays quiet. She tries to be happy, but it doesn't come to her.
Alexa has depression. Alexa is never happy. Alexa isn't okay. Alexa is not a girl. Alexa is Alex.
Take the second paragraph as a trigger warning. (Also has: suicidal thoughts, self harm, rape)
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