Find me..make me love you ...again (derek hale love story) Book 2

Live is very complicated. Im trying to find an answer of all this but when you find it life changes the question...always.
I don't bother to find it. After all this recently event's....about hunters and werewolfs, I'm just wanted to quit but I can't that what I'm....that's who I'm...
I love my family and I'm doing anything to protect then even protect them from myself. ..
I want someone to be afraid of losing me...
but think only I have to give my heart to someone and doesn't even bother to love me back....
I'm just his friend and that's when I get hurt.....
Because of him.