trying to feel better

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Reads 3,011
Votes 8
Parts 144
Time 4h 58m

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these are all true thoughts and feelings. they belong to me and I've decided to share them with you. in hopes that i will one day feel better. most of these will be about a boy. and the rest will be about me. please be kind.All Rights Reserved

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This isn't a story about perfect people or happy endings tied up with a bow. 🎀 This is a collection of late-night thoughts, heartaches that left marks, and the quiet moments no one talks about.🕯️ It's about growing up, feeling too much, and finding beauty in the mess of it all. ⌨️ If you've ever felt misunderstood, too soft for this world, or like your heart was both your greatest gift and your biggest burden-this is for you. Turn the page. You might just see yourself here.🤍

Excerpts of A Chaotic Mind by Emotional_Cookies

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.

𝖭𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗂 𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝗁𝖾𝗋 senior𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁 𝗌𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗅 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝗐 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾. 𝖲𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗇 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝖲𝖾𝗏𝗒𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖩𝖺𝗒𝗏𝖾𝗈𝗇. 𝖤𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝖲𝖾𝗏𝗒𝗇 𝗌𝖼𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗌 𝗎𝗉 𝗆𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗂𝗉𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗄𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗆. 𝖡𝗎𝗍 𝖩𝖺𝗒𝗏𝖾𝗈𝗇 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝖲𝖾𝗏 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗀. 𝖲𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗍 b𝖾? 𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗋 𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗍

My Racist(completed)..undergoing some editing by J_largarday

I was ruthless and she was was wrecked by her past. I never thought twice of anything but I did of her. I wanted her but she was too scared to need me or was it the other way around? A hunger, so deep-engrossing me like madness....I could almost call that feeling love but would she ever love me? There's only one thing for sure. Its either I have her or loose me but what will staying me be without her? My life,my story,my tale. This was how I learnt to love.

"Listen, Love, we need to end things." Listening to my boyfriend I feel the bond between us shatter into fragments that tear my heart apart. The familiar heaviness covers my chest, making it hard to breathe I fight the panic and sadness as I try to figure out what in the hell just happened. I wondered how it's possible to be a failure at love and left with a broken heart and lingering memories of betrayal Again.

"𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐈 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐜𝐲" "𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 ..."

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"What you mean? You my forever lady" "Stopppp you're making me smile too hard" PLEASE READ,VOTE AND ALLAT 🙏🏽

Different Indifferents by Keikofeliciano22

When I said that I wanted to be different, of all the ways possible I didn't want it to be this way. I just feel like I am being played by my own words and I am being betrayed by myself and my mind, it is also not much of a help. . . . "You know, what makes the night sky even more beautiful, because our loved ones are there. Every day people lose someone they cherish and they go up there and join other stars. This is why they are so beautiful".

Life goes on. I'm no longer the same person as before. For what's worth, I did it all myself with no help. I'm a well-known therapist now. The hardest part is to keep my distance from my clients, but I try to hold my bearings. Children always remind me of myself in my younger years. I had been so naïve, especially with boys. Luckily, I received enough attention without getting attached to someone. I'm happy now, but my world comes crashing down when he made his appearance again. Why is he back? •The first book is You belong to me and this is the second book. So it's best to read that one first before you read this book. Enjoy everyone!

Palmprints on my Soul

This isn't a story about perfect people or happy endings tied up with a bow. 🎀 This is a collection of late-night thoughts, heartaches that left marks, and the quiet moments no one talks about.🕯️ It's about growing up, feeling too much, and finding beauty in the mess of it all. ⌨️ If you've ever felt misunderstood, too soft for this world, or like your heart was both your greatest gift and your biggest burden-this is for you. Turn the page. You might just see yourself here.🤍

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