Lost Without You
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  • Parts 22
  • Time 1h 27m
Ongoing, First published Aug 04, 2020
Mature
{Book 2}

Sequel to 'The Secret'






"It's your fault that you have no one. You never listen to what anyone has to say. It's always your way!"

"I promise that I'll change but it takes time." He said, taking more of my clothes out as I continued adding more. 

"How much time do you need? It's been a year chris. You need to heal properly & since her death, you haven't been well. I understand that you're hurt but that's just an excuse."

"I can't move on! My daughter is dead & im still adjusting to that. It's practically my fault that she killed herself & I have to live on everyday of my life with that guilt!"




It's been a year since the death of Jaidah Brown. Even though it's been a year, Chris still hasn't healed from it. To deal with the pain he have one night stands, drink, & do drugs.  He blames himself for the death of his daughter & to add on top of that he's having mental issues. He now has a girlfriend who's also the mother of his newly daughter, Amoura Brown. How can he be strong for them if he can't be strong for himself! It's him vs. himself.
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