Impossible Feelings

I cannot love.
I never loved.
I will never love.
I am selfish.I am jealous.I can never be truly happy for someone.After all everybody takes some from me and make it their happiness.I like to stay alone.Alway.Away from the reality.Away from everything.That is the main reason I donot interact with anyone.Whats the point in giving someone high hopes and leaving them hurt.
you se i am a Bastard. A ruthless and merciless bastard.Everybody Hates me.Their eyes widen after listening my name.Their heartbeats become extremely fast.Not from any KIND emotion but from fear and hatred.Nobody can help me.Nobody.
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He is ruthless.He is merciless.He doesnot care about anybody other than himself.He is a selfish barsard.I hate him.I hate my master.My future Husband.
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Can she ever understand him?
Ever love him ?

Ever make him love?
Ever break through his barriers?
Ever SAVE him?

JUST BECAUSE LOVING YOU IS LIKE HAVING ... IMPOSSIBLE FEELINGS...