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"Please, let me go"

I don't know why she wanted to kill me. I thought she was my best friend. 

She stabbed the knife into my chest, "He said only if you are dead, he'll accept me"

I spatted the blood from my mouth, "H-He?" 

"Yes. When he confessed his love to you, do you remember how you rejected him?" 

"I d-did that because I k-knew you like -him"

"Oh stop your drama 'I am a good girl' show. I have lots of money, I have so many ways to get what I like. But he asked me you to be dead. so of course to get what i want, I'll go to any extreme"

Again she stabbed me in the same place, "Be a good a girl and have a Eternal sleep. Don't worry, I'll lead a happy life with the one I love"

Before I closed my eyes, I saw her evil smile which pained me a lot. 

Why I have to die like this? 

It's unfair for me. I can't accept dying like this. It's really not fair.

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Filling The Gap... by WaterPenny

18 + Hot Hate/Love Badboy Romance. I died. I know I did but why do I feel more alive than ever before when I am around her. Wishing for a life I never knew I wanted let alone crave for. But I can't have it, any of it. I won't allow myself to be selfish with her when she still has the rest of her life yet to live. When there is still breathes escaping from her body when lays silently asleep in front of me. I know I have to make her hate me, but she is the only one who can help me move on. I am stuck here for a reason, I need to let go before I can save her and her family.

His Heart, Mine by venuserve

Hate and desire have never been so dangerously entangled‼️❤️‍🔥 ~~~~~~ "Say it again," he commands breathlessly. "What?" I manage to ask, confused, before pulling him in for another kiss. He pulls back, his breath hot against my skin. "That you hate me, tell mr that you hate me." "I hate you," I say instantly, the lie burning my tongue. He kisses me harder, hungrier, and the words slip out again- "I hate you. I hate you. I hate you." His groans deepen, and at that moment, I wonder how I'm still standing. Still breathing. Still here. ~~~~~~ Aliana plans every detail of her life to perfection-because chaos has already cost her too much. A survivor of a chronic illness, an abusive brother, and an absent father, she swore never to let anything disrupt her life again. But nothing could have prepared her for his return. Ali has always lost the things that mattered most. Heartbreak. A broken family. The loss of a loved one. But this time, he's decided to reclaim what was his-even if it means facing the one person who refuses to forgive him. As their paths collide again, Aliana must confront her past, battle new demons, and resist the growing desire for the one man she vowed to always hate.

Life Is Not Always A Fairytale by Dame_Cherie

"Don't you dare!" She said sternly. "I'll finish you before tonight. You'll be no more. You're his happiness and I don't want him to be happy" she laughs "Can I finish her now?" Lucky asked, happily "Yes. I'll love to watch her suffer" she stepped back and Lucky brings out a box in front of me. It is filled with tools. "Please just kill me. Don't torture me. I beg you" "Now where is the fun there" Lucky laughed and uses a knife on my skin. I shout in pain Why me! ******************************* Don't you want to give this book a try? Well, it'll make me really happy if you stop to check it out. For those re-reading, you might notice a lot of changes due to certain issues I had with errors and all that. But right now, this book is properly checked and 85% free from errors and also Re-published. Thank you for stopping by Thank you for choosing to add to your library Thank you for the incoming votes and reads This book is a romance book🙂 Short Chapters. Few things to Trigger someone. Purely based on imagination. A fictional work and characters. No plagiarism 😊 Now, we can tour the story. I accept feedbacks. Yours Sisterly, ©Dame_Cherie❤️

15 Days With The Possessive Billionaire by oneperson100feelings

"You are mine now. Just remember one thing nobody gets the privilege of bringing that smile on your face and touching you" he clenched his fsts and moved forward. My breath hitched. "I want to see you smile every morning and lie beside you each night. I cannot think of somebody more perfect for me then you are. Your my strength and biggest weakness. You complete me. I could do anything to bring a smile on your face and kill any man who brings a tear." I cant believe it, the college bad boy who had every girl on his feet wanted me. Suddenly his hand started moving around my thigh making circles on them. He leaned forward. Our lips were so close still he did not kiss me. What a tease! His finger was going to enter me when he stopped. ******************* When Ayan's friends challenge him to bed the new girl Veronica, the only way he thought would bring her close was a vacation away from all of them. It gets messy when feelings started pouring in. Veronica fell in love. Or I think she did. After all- Who doesn't want a guy who is handsome, caring and loves you like your his only possession in this world. Did he know she was pregnant? Read in to discover them trying to discover their own mysteries. This book is a roller coaster of love, lust, heartbreaks.

THAT FIRST BREAK (Broken Redemption Prequel 1) by ArianaClarkAuthor

Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. I had everything a guy could ask for, a loving family, the perfect small-town life, and a promising future I had worked hard for. It should have been enough. She was off-limits, my parent's best friend's daughter, practically my sister. I fought my feelings, pretending our soul-deep connection didn't exist. When she confessed she felt the same, I pushed her away, believing our friendship mattered more than temporary infatuation. That she agreed should have come as a relief, but it left me with this void I didn't know how to fill. It's what drove me to the bonfire that night. Right there, with our friends as witnesses, I claimed her. Told her I loved her and made her promises I shouldn't have made. Hours later, it all came crashing down in a whirlwind of fire and ashes. That one split-second choice to go after a girl that wasn't meant for me cost me everything I loved. I never should have crossed that line or given in. It's why she'll forever be my greatest love and deepest regret. This tragic story is the beginning of our end...

Chances Of Truth ☑️ by zZohana3

"It's too much to remember everything and everyone, all pain and hurt is killing me day by day little by little. I wish I could remove all the pain and move on in my life. I wish I could find an eraser or Better a delete button, so that I could start from beginning, without any misery or pain." ......................................................................................... "Hey Eva, you know you can trust me, right? " He asked me again cupping my cheeks, I can't let him continue this. It had to stop now or it would be too late. I can't risk everyone's life specially his. If hurting him means, him being alive then I would do it without thinking. Again and again. "Eva are you even listening to me?" Noah asked moving his face closer. From this close I can even see the scar which he told me about, its just below the border line of his hair, it can be easily conceal but from this close its more real. His eyes, they are magical. I would love to look at them all the time and never get tired of looking at in them. No, I cannot do this to him, I can't be selfish, I have to do something this time. "No" I answer and walked away from him. .............................................................

Sister Deborah by Samfreddy

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Impassioned Psychopath by silentecos

"I get jealous over anyone who comes near you. I Don't want to let you out of my sight for even a second, even as the pitch black darkness grows in the pit of my stomach, you are the only thing i think about"Amanda blurted out, her gaze dropped to the ground. " its frustrating and I hate it so much, I feel dirty,I was never like this i-" I walked closer then cupped her cheeks, she stared at me shocked. "If you think those feelings make you dirty then I'll smear you with this dirt till the tips of your hair. I don't think it's fair I'm the only one losing my mind because of these feelings for you" I explained slowly bushing my lips against hers. "I want to completely spoil you rotten so I can be the only one you depend on, I want to kill everyone else around you. This urge keeps growing everyday" I confessed. I pressed a kiss on her shoulder then hugged her. 'You belong to me Amanda, I have to kill all those who are trying to keep you away from me'

The unreachable mountain by Growened

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Unmasking Admirer by Januairy

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Side Chicks by Ivyaza3

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His Dark Temptation by IridescentTryst

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SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

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