Hold on till the sun rise
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  • Reads 4,068
  • Votes 153
  • Parts 28
  • Time 5h 47m
Ongoing, First published Aug 05, 2020
Mature
Peter's life has never been easy. He carries a heavy past on his shoulders everyday, and even if the world thinks that's all he has to face, his everyday life is way harder than that. At a time when every teen is supposed to worry about their study and their future jobs, him can't even think that far ahead - he has too many things on his mind which are more important. So he pretends to be like everyone else, and keep everything inside : his pain, his worries, his thoughts, his needs and fears. And most importantly he prays for it to be over soon, he prays for everything to get better and to allow him some rest, and maybe for his life to be filled with pride, love, friendhsip and family.


This a Trans!Peter Parker AU,  and will include other LGBTQ+ content. This story will also include many Trigger Warning moments.
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