Living In His Shadow

She tried her best living up to their standards, changing herself to fit in but it only cause her more pain and sadness. Thoughts of just being six feet underground comes to her mind frequently but would she take her own life ? Or just live under his shadow? Continue to be the person nobody cares about the unimportant annoying girl everyone pictures her as but all she ever wanted was her mom's love & to be accepted as a part of her family. There's never a happy ending in the real world she just hope she could just be happy for once. I'm Amanda Styles and my life is a total mess