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I'll Save Myself if it Would Save You Too

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Alec is closeted from his family and has a lot of anxiety because of it. He's in love with a certain beautiful warlock and really doesn't want to worry him with his problems. He's hiding his sexuality from his family. He's hiding his anxiety from his boyfriend. Altogether he's just tired of hiding. What happens when Magnus introduces him to a mundane game called Truth or Dare on a rather romantic date together. What would happen if the only way to save Magnus was to do something he really was avoiding. Also lots of fluff, no serious smut though. (I do not own these characters, I worship who ever dose ;) Original cover art, drawn by me. WARNING: Self Harm trigger and panic attackAll Rights Reserved

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Please don't let go of me... by mundane_in_shadows

Alec woke up in the morning and had a really bad hangover. When he turned around he wanted to hug his beloved Magnus but then he was shocked because besides him lay another man. Another Shadowhunter and both lay in his and Magnus' bed. What has Alec done? Has he really done something with this guy and betrayed Magnus in the worst possible way?

Born Confused: Malec AU Sequel by fandoms_of_feels

A sequel to my first story, Born Confused! *__________________* Upon waking up from a year long coma, Alec Lightwood soon learns his life with Magnus Bane never happened. Their lives together, their marriage, their kids... it was never real. His mind created a continued life for him in his coma. Alec's goal now is to find his confident, loving, and outgoing lover despite pushback from his family. Will Alec find Magnus? Will they recreate their life together? Or is Magnus not real?

SOULMATES (MALEC FANFICTION) by Nabi_tenshi

A fanfiction on Malec. Alec is an architect and Magnus is an interior designer. They meet at their mutual friend's wedding and their lives start to change. Is it for the better or the worse? There'll be so many twists and twirls in the story... When Magnus's father appears in their lives...things start to fall apart💔 Will they find happiness together? Let's find out... ************ Guys this is the first ever fanfiction I'm writing. So please bear with me if there are any mistakes. The characters used in this story can have the same or different personalities from the books and the TV series. Some characters are completely new. Hope you enjoy 🥰

Kill You With Kisses by squidwardonpoint

Alexander Gideon Lightwood got caught making out with a boy. Parents told him to leave and told his siblings he was dead. Alec went to the other side of the country and oh hey three years later he finds his siblings.. what the hell will happen with Alec? I don't know, start reading. Disclaimer: Don't own the characters except for Leila! Every other is from Cassandra Clare my queen. I know ^ that sucked but the book is a bit better though. I have one long chapter because I mat or may not have forgot to put in all the chapters and I'm to lazy to change that and stuff.. so one long chapter. 12716 words. English isn't my first language so sorry for the fucking grammar mistakes, you see one? Shut the fuck up.. Exactly ^ Now I sometime tend to come over a bit aggressive but I assure you I am.. so there's that. No I won't actually kill you if you still say something about the grammar.. Omg I'll stop just read the book 😂😂 Xx Squidward

An unique friendship by ScarlettLion27

After a quarrel with his mother, Alec decided to cool down and think about what to do next with his life. Not wanting to burden his siblings and the boy with this, he decides to disappear for a few days. What will happen when he meets a new person during those few days? What if this person opens his eyes to a bigger picture? What if Alec will feel something more for them but will keep it a secret but still love Magnus more? What if they stay in touch? What if Magnus discovers their friendship? What if Magnus feels something for them as well? What if Magnus with Alec decide to make her theirs? English is not my first language, so I apologize for any mistakes. I do not have the copyright to the characters, music or photos, but to my OC and the plot of the events.

A Surprise and A Betrayal (✓) by piadreamer

This story takes place after the Malec wedding. 5 years have went by and it's soon going to be their 6th year of togetherness, but something starts to bother Magnus causing tension rise between them. Will they overcome this circumstances or will their love break apart? The pictures I used in this book are taken from the internet. Credits to the rightful owner. ( I don't own any characters, all the characters belong to Cassandra Clare except for some which are my original I created for the purpose of the story.)

I Can't Help Falling in Love With You by secretsandollar

All Malec scenes in season 1 told from Alec and Magnus's perspective. Just to show them falling in love! I even used direct dialogue to make it accurate :) I do not own these characters, or the plot I follow, I worship those who do. Cover art and all art inside are screenshots from the show.

Lights in his eyes by BarbaraSz8

It's Friday the 13th. Magnus is late for work. Again because of his cat. He's locking up his apartment when he gets a phone call that he's been fired. Alec was supposed to move into his new apartment that day, but the landlord left him the wrong key. Alec has been sitting on the stairs outside the apartment for an hour and a half. This is the moment when their paths cross. NOTE: So it all started when I saw this picture. I immediately put aside the other 2 stories I was writing, and started this one. I look into his eyes and there are the stories. This pic is driving me crazy. (The pictures used in this book are taken from the internet. Credit to the rightful owner.) (I don't own any of the characters. All belongs to Cassandra Claire. The story is my own, it is not related to Shadowhunters. I only use the names to make it easier to relate to the story)

The Butterfly Effect by Allie_enigma

Alec Lightwood has been introduced to every person's worst nightmare. Laying in his hospital bed, he hopes that all of this is just a horrific dream that he could simply wake up from. He doesn't want to eat, doesn't want to sleep, and is slipping further and further away from the person that he used to be. Little does he know is the existence of another young man who frequents his hospital wing. A young man who went through the same ordeal nearly two years ago. All they need is a bit of luck to bring them together. Luck that neither of them have had up until now.

The Magnitude of True Love by CcElizabeth0813

*This is the first installment of the Malec Rewritten series.* *Disclaimer: This story contains possible spoilers. I recommend reading the whole (TMI) series before reading this. "He gently put his hands on each side of my head and brought his lips down to meet mine. When our lips met, I felt like the rest of the world didn't matter." Have you ever felt a love so strong, but it was forbidden? Alec Lightwood is a young, gay Shadowhunter who falls in love with a glittery, bisexual Warlock. He falls in love with Magnus Bane. Their love is not only forbidden to Alec's parents, but it is forbidden to all Shadowhunters. What will happen when Alec finally tells his parents about their relationship? Read to uncover and follow their love story as it takes them down an unfamiliar and untraveled path.

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Please don't let go of me...

Alec woke up in the morning and had a really bad hangover. When he turned around he wanted to hug his beloved Magnus but then he was shocked because besides him lay another man. Another Shadowhunter and both lay in his and Magnus' bed. What has Alec done? Has he really done something with this guy and betrayed Magnus in the worst possible way?