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I'll Save Myself if it Would Save You Too

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Alec is closeted from his family and has a lot of anxiety because of it. He's in love with a certain beautiful warlock and really doesn't want to worry him with his problems. He's hiding his sexuality from his family. He's hiding his anxiety from his boyfriend. Altogether he's just tired of hiding. What happens when Magnus introduces him to a mundane game called Truth or Dare on a rather romantic date together. What would happen if the only way to save Magnus was to do something he really was avoiding. Also lots of fluff, no serious smut though. (I do not own these characters, I worship who ever dose ;) Original cover art, drawn by me. WARNING: Self Harm trigger and panic attackAll Rights Reserved

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A Surprise and A Betrayal (✓) by piadreamer

This story takes place after the Malec wedding. 5 years have went by and it's soon going to be their 6th year of togetherness, but something starts to bother Magnus causing tension rise between them. Will they overcome this circumstances or will their love break apart? The pictures I used in this book are taken from the internet. Credits to the rightful owner. ( I don't own any characters, all the characters belong to Cassandra Clare except for some which are my original I created for the purpose of the story.)

The Butterfly Effect by Allie_enigma

Alec Lightwood has been introduced to every person's worst nightmare. Laying in his hospital bed, he hopes that all of this is just a horrific dream that he could simply wake up from. He doesn't want to eat, doesn't want to sleep, and is slipping further and further away from the person that he used to be. Little does he know is the existence of another young man who frequents his hospital wing. A young man who went through the same ordeal nearly two years ago. All they need is a bit of luck to bring them together. Luck that neither of them have had up until now.

Snowflake, the writer and the vet by BarbaraSz8

Alec is studying to be a lawyer at university at his father's insistence, but he wants to be a vet. He loves animals and reading. His father abuses him. He secretly helps Ragnor, a nearby vet. Here he meets Magnus, a writer who also has his own demons, and their adventure begins Completed NOTE: a year later: (My English has improved, and I hope my writing has too) So that was the first one. I would write it differently today. Nevertheless I'll leave it as I wrote it then. A bit clumsy, a bit inexperienced. Because I remember how much I wanted this. This was the point where my mental healing began. That's where I realised that by writing Malec stories, I was not only giving myself, but also the rest of the community, a refuge from the anxieties of everyday life. However, I plan to re- write it again because the story excites me and I wonder how I would do it with my current knowledge. If that happens, the original will still be here. Because that's me too. ⚠️ This story a little bit contains mature content, mention of homophobia, abuse and violence. (The pictures used in this book are taken from the internet. Credit to the rightful owner.) (I don't own any of the characters. All belongs to Cassandra Claire. The story is my own, it is not related to Shadowhunters. I only use the names to make it easier to relate to the story)

Ready to hide by vivschreibt

[FINISHED] "It wasn't him, Magnus. You know that, don't you?" asked Elliott desperately. "He would never murder an innocent woman! Never! You know him!" he said. I nodded. "I know, Elliott." I said, while hoping that we were talking about the same Alec I met three years ago. It's been three years. After Magnus and Celine left the Shadowhunters, they went back to their normal lives. They lived just like they did before everything happened. They wouldn't forget what they experienced there but they moved on. Three years later, they came back, since they needed help desperately. Just as Magnus thought he's over it, he gets to meet the love of his life again. Just not under the circumstances he expected. !This is the second book of the ready to be-series, so make sure to read the first one before!

Please don't let go of me... by mundane_in_shadows

Alec woke up in the morning and had a really bad hangover. When he turned around he wanted to hug his beloved Magnus but then he was shocked because besides him lay another man. Another Shadowhunter and both lay in his and Magnus' bed. What has Alec done? Has he really done something with this guy and betrayed Magnus in the worst possible way?

Kill You With Kisses by squidwardonpoint

Alexander Gideon Lightwood got caught making out with a boy. Parents told him to leave and told his siblings he was dead. Alec went to the other side of the country and oh hey three years later he finds his siblings.. what the hell will happen with Alec? I don't know, start reading. Disclaimer: Don't own the characters except for Leila! Every other is from Cassandra Clare my queen. I know ^ that sucked but the book is a bit better though. I have one long chapter because I mat or may not have forgot to put in all the chapters and I'm to lazy to change that and stuff.. so one long chapter. 12716 words. English isn't my first language so sorry for the fucking grammar mistakes, you see one? Shut the fuck up.. Exactly ^ Now I sometime tend to come over a bit aggressive but I assure you I am.. so there's that. No I won't actually kill you if you still say something about the grammar.. Omg I'll stop just read the book 😂😂 Xx Squidward

We are not meant to be by malecfangirlbane

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Lights in his eyes by BarbaraSz8

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This story takes place after the Malec wedding. 5 years have went by and it's soon going to be their 6th year of togetherness, but something starts to bother Magnus causing tension rise between them. Will they overcome this circumstances or will their love break apart? The pictures I used in this book are taken from the internet. Credits to the rightful owner. ( I don't own any characters, all the characters belong to Cassandra Clare except for some which are my original I created for the purpose of the story.)