diary of the unknown

I am in the shadow which I called my home, unfortunately things moving against my will and build an uncertainty in my whole being.

It is as if I was swallowed by obvious causes-
It is as if everything was predictale,
a choice yet with rue,

another day,
another reasons,
another plans which may result into 2 things, one I wanna end up to and the other one, I prayed I won't experience in the future.

I have tried countless of ways to get out of my comfort zone, hoping that I can change something I couldn't afford. But I am not sure if it'll going to work-or my decisions will fall into another disappointments.

There's still so much that I don't know yet,
I will keep seeking, until the day I can no longer do it.

But right now, I will confess...

Its hard, when your enemy includes your own self.

xxAméliexx