diary of the unknown
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I am in the shadow which I called my home, unfortunately things moving against my will and build an uncertainty in my whole being.
It is as if I was swallowed by obvious causes-
It is as if everything was predictale,
a choice yet with rue,
another day,
another reasons,
another plans which may result into 2 things, one I wanna end up to and the other one, I prayed I won't experience in the future.
I have tried countless of ways to get out of my comfort zone, hoping that I can change something I couldn't afford. But I am not sure if it'll going to work-or my decisions will fall into another disappointments.
There's still so much that I don't know yet,
I will keep seeking, until the day I can no longer do it.
But right now, I will confess...
Its hard, when your enemy includes your own self.
xxAméliexx
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