Colors Radiated [on hold]
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  • Parts 7
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  • Reads 451
  • Votes 97
  • Parts 7
  • Time 44m
Ongoing, First published Aug 06, 2020
[on hold] 
Ever since I was a child, I have lived in a messed up family. The side effects of this life have started showing so much more as I grew older,child to teenager to new adult. My Green messed me up even more, and I was only seventeen by the time. My Red, well I couldn't trust him. Will my pink be my downfall or my saving grace? My name is Jessica Smith and this is my world. 

Inspired by Taylor Swift's song titled "Red".
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