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Pain of Discovery (BoyxBoy) [The Pain series Book 1]

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Reads 8,304
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Parts 14
Time 7h 35m

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When Jason gave in to a moment of passion with his only true male friend Zak, he wasn't prepared for the pain and turmoil that would send his life spiralling out of control.  Can he find a way to escape from the painful nightmares and make sense of deep-rooted feelings that have plagued him all of his life?  And more importantly, can he avoid losing the only true love that he had ever known?All Rights Reserved

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The pretty boy from the song (Boyxboy)

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