"Sadness clung to me like it was my best friend," She sighed. I looked into her brown eyes and saw what she meant. "It gets better," I whispered. She laughed softly. "I know it gets better Ash, it's gotten a lot better but a part of me still wishes I was gone," She spoke quietly. "I though being in love was a easy thing and it was," She said. "But the hardest part was finding someone to love me back," She whispered as she looked into my eyes. I moved my hand into her thigh in a way to tell her I'm no way in hell leaving her. "It's not that hard," I smiled at her. She cocked her head to the side in confusion. '20 seconds of courage' Carters voice repeated in my head. I went for it and I never thought I would be in love ever again.