social antics

"This is the worst fucking support group in the world. I'm trying to sit here and listen to what Jim has to say on the magic workings of CBIT therapy and CBD oil but I can't focuse on a single thing because I've got Sarah next to me flicking her wrist band and humming her anti-anxiety song past the appropriate volume. Cope, on my left next to Kevin has a sinus problem and he takes everything too literally. He's constantly blurting out things and Kevin looks like he wants to strangle him. At first I thought Kevin was here for being a psychopath or something, turns out he just doesn't want to feel the shitty emotions of being a shitty teenager in this society. Can't imagine why, we all look like we're doing pretty well. But that's the thing, isn't it? We look like we're ok when really we're just a step behind the next person, waiting for our chance to break."