My Poisonous Thoughts
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The story of a man who grew up under difficult circumstances had a schizophrenic mother and a traumatized father. His latter life was difficult too he was made fun of. He developed into a person who hated weak people had a radical mindset and visualized a world with no sufferings and only peace but his ideology is dangerous to all those who're not like him.
He appreciated the ones who killed the ones who could never suffer because they were so dangerous...
But who so firm who won't suffer.
His life changes as he discovers that his life is nothing more than a curse to him and also to the people who surround him.
What happens that makes him want to become a better person and leave everything he's achieved by his killing and threatening activities? And will he be able to change completely....?"
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