Those Eyes
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MatureOngoing13m
Last published Wed, Jun 16, 2021
Those eyes.
The ones that haunt my dreams.
Their words.
The ones that go round and round my head.
The marks.
How they will never disappear.
I wish them too would disappear.
These monsters don't deserve to still be living, breathing and have no right to be taking innocent lives away.
They shouldn't even exist.
I wanted to run.
Run far and away out of their reach.
Their grip held me in place.
Wrists were burning.
Neck feeling bruised.
Tummy turned in knots.
My voice dry.
I was left speechless.
Helpless.
My family.
My friends.
Too far to hear my screams.
They had me.
Who knows what there're going to do to me?
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