What Sucks About First Loves

You know what sucks about a guy you really really like? You can't imagine being with anyone else when you're older, but though he knew you once when you were a year or two younger, he acts like you don't exist now. And because you've fallen so deep in love with him, every time he asks someone else to the dance, or kisses another girl, you're heart breaks inside. What sucks even more though, is that he knew how much I felt about him, a year ago, but he still doesn't hesitate to flirt with every girl around him, in front of me. And I'm just standing ten feet away, glancing over at him occasionally, when I know he wouldn't see it. Then, I'm forced to just let my heart break over and over because I realize that this boy is young and dumb, and I'm the same way, falling head over heals for a guy I know I have no chance with. But I still think about him anyway, ahout how things would be different if he'd have said yes to me because imagining something great takes you out of your misery. Then