Off To Forever
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  • LECTURES 128
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  • Parties 3
  • Durée 17m
En cours d'écriture, Publié initialement sept. 20, 2014
What is the definition of life? Carter (Pandora) Etse has been trying to figure this out her whole life.
One day her whole existence is catapulted into a void of nothingness when her best friend, Zayden Phillips, is diagnosed with a rare blood cancer. Not knowing what to do Carter's mind goes into a state of depression so strong that she just wants to die.
But everything changes when she starts to go to a rehab group where she meets Wesley, the love of her life. He is exactly like her; he loves to read and smoke and take pills just like her. The only problem is; he wants to live. This wouldn't be a problem for Carter if she just knew what "To Live" actually means. 
When both of their fucked up lives collide it unravels all the mysteries still unsloved.
Will being with Wesley give her the answers she wants or will he cause the end of Carter's
life?
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