My mind feels as if it's about to implode. My thoughts bounce around inside of my head. "They'll figure it out sooner or later." "Kat will hate you." "Everyone will hate you." I tried blocking them out. I but my headphones on and blasted my music as loud as I possibly could trying to drown them out. But they still wouldn't stop. I had never felt so terrible in my entire life. I was so worried what they would say. I had known for a while now but today was the day I finally came to realize I had to say something eventually, I couldn't just hide it my entire life. I'm gay, and In love with my best friend.