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[Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou]
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Katsuki Bakugou is aggressive, depressed, and just tired of being alive. He struggles to hide what he is truly feeling. An incident in the bathroom leaves him in able to even fake a smile. How long can Katsuki keep up his brash image? How long until that agony that grows within him comes out? How is everyone going to handle seeing how hurt Katsuki truly was? 

Katsuki has gone through life with closed-off emotions. Tall walls built around himself so he would never get hurt. What's going to happen when Izuku Midoriya sees past those walls? More importantly sees what Katsuki is hiding on his pale thighs. 

Read to find out how Izuku helps Katsuki feel something other than pain and anger.All Rights Reserved

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Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

What did I do? [Suicidal Deku x Bakugo][discontinued] by bloomingfanfics25

During bakugo's horrible bullying during middleschool, Izuku started cutting himself, drinking, and smoking. Once his mom saw his cuts she made him stop. She never found out about his addictions though. He continues to drink and smoke even now that he is in UA. He cuts every once in a while. But Izuku is slowly falling in love with his bully and doesn't know what to do. At the same time bakugo is falling for him and so is todoroki. ⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ Possible smut🔞 Self harm and suicide attempts Underaged usage of illegal substances Profanity Credit to all owners of art or content I use ;P [Discontinued]

OMG, They Were Roommates! by RandomFandoms65000

After graduating Katsuki and Izuku move in together. Sharing a space invited more casual touches from both of them, but with nightmares and trauma piled on top of everything else, the need for more casual touching ecelated. However, one night after a bad date the intimate touching between the two gets heated because Izuku just wants love. To be loved. It's a good thing Katsuki is willing to give it. He's already given him his whole heart. Why not give the rest of his body too? Side ships: Technically Destiel. Implied InkoMight. CWs/TWs: Top Bakugou/Pro Hero Bakugou/Bottom Midoriya/Pro Hero Midoriya/ Angst/Fluff/Eventual Smut/Mutual Pining/Canonverse/Aged-Up/Canon-Typical/PTSD/Panic attack/Night Terrors/Manga Spoilers/Supernatural Spoilers/Temperature Play/Body Worship/Scar Appreciation/Blow Job/Forekin Play/Anal Sex/Happy Ending/Open Ending. I don't own any of the characters, credit to Horikoshi-Sensei. Start: Jan 2, 2023. Finish: Jan 24, 2023.

Twisted by SkylarzOfficial

Izuku Midoriya is a girl with a powerful power. Well, she was still traumatized by her past that left scars. Three years avoiding social life, she finally get out and enter UA Course. With that she met new friends. Enjoying the first day, she met her childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou. Three years avoiding him. Katsuki has gotten mad. He tried to reveal Deku's secret and failed. With the weeks passing by, a lot of things happened and it had bringing Deku and Katsuki closer. A new bond of relationship formed. Will they both developed feelings for eachother? Will Katsuki be the one who healed Deku's scars? ♡Hewwo♡ Sorry for the bad description. I changed the description after I watch some TikTok memes. I got an inspiration. I don't know how. Anyway, please enjoy the story! -Katsuki x Deku -Fanfiction -BakuDeku ¤Update Schedule haven't made¤

Love comes in many forms bkdk bakudeku ktdk by Frostxdragons

Katsuki Bakugou found the love of his life in the one that annoyed him, made him stronger, and believed in him even when he did wrong. Got him to understand his wrongs and made him prove how much he loved Izuku Midoriya. He even asked his nerd to marry him at the age of 23. Izuku #1 hero. Who was marrying his favorite pain in the ass boyfriend. That terrible night, when Katsuki watched and lost the most important person in his life, Izuku. Katsuki tries to move on and starts dating again after a year with friends pushing it. Katsuki has been dating person after person, but none of them comes close to being his Deku. He is unaware that he's actually been dating the same person over and over. A shapeshifter, who has fallen for Katsuki and is certain that they're going to get it right each time. Izuku, after he saved the world, may have lost his life, but was given a new body that can shapeshift to and start his life over with as a gift. But he can't return as Izuku Midoriya, he is unable to be that person that is no longer alive and can't tell anyone. Trying to get Katsuki to love him again is hard. Will he get Katsuki to love him again in a new body? repost one-shot

Home. by StaryClxuds

Izuku midoriya, a boy who is now 15 years old. He used to have it all when he was younger. A happy family, friends, and an overall amazing life. But sadly, all good things come to an end. At the age of 6 his father found a new woman to love and abandoned his family. This caused Izuku's mother, Inko Midoriya, to run away with her son. She ends up abandoning Izuku in an orphanage to get rid of and extra mouth to feed, hoping he'd be safer there, but things never seem to work out for him, do they? He fell into a dark pit of depression and suicidal thoughts. Which led to harsh teasing and bullying from the other children at the orphanage. Of course the workers there never cared, why should they? To them he was just a burden, a waste. He couldn't take it anymore. The neglect, abuse and bullying got to him and he ended up running away to god knows where, hoping to find a home, somewhere to feel safe. But ended up homeless once again. He thought nothing would get better he decided he would give up trying to continue his miserable life, but a ray of sunshine, a ray of hope, stopped him and took him in. Someone who cared for him. His name was Katsuki Bakugo. This is the story of how Izuku fell in love with this boy, and found true bliss and joy. Homeless au/no quirks Bakudeku Izuku and Katsuki don't know each other until later in the story #19 in bakugoxmidoriya out of 139. 6/2/21 #66 in homeless out of 1.52k. 6/2/21 #34 in bkdk out of 1.2k. 6/27/21 #1 in katsukixizuku out of 310. 8/4/21 #61 in Bakudeku out of 1.53k. 6/21/21 #3 in katsudeku out of 1.62k. 6/22/21 #169 (😈) in depression out of 1.68k. 8/4/21

Reaching for you by Chimera_Regarion

Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice. Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does? Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets? Well find it out yourself! A/N: This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI. This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety ⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book. THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE ____________________________________ Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki. At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend. Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission. Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. Will Deku be able to hold himself together? (oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff) ____________________________________ The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14. ____________________________________ Happy ending Hope you guys enjoy :D PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME ____________________________________ 🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021 🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021 🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Can't Escape (Depressed Izuku x Bakugou) by mangoes_are_valid

Izuku Midoriya. The happy, cheerful, cute little boy that we all know and love. His life is going great, besides the fact that it's actually a mess. After finding out that he didn't have a quirk, his father began to abuse him. His mother soon passed away due to Hisashi's actions. His childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, bullies him on a daily basis. It's all too much for the greenette to handle. Until one day when he finally loses it. Will Bakugou save him in time? What is really going on inside of Izuku's mind? Warning! There are mentions of the following: -Suicidal Thoughts -Suicide Attempts -Self Harm -Abuse -Bullying -Eating Disorders -Depression -Panic Attacks -Rape

Knots in First Year | Bakugo x Deku by ririsager

There are three months left of their first year at UA high which has everyone's stomachs in knots; Katsuki Bakugo and Izuku Midoriya have gotten closer than they ever thought possible, between being in the same class and Bakugo finding out about One for All... Is it possible for them to get even closer? Little do they know, it is... and it might just be one of the most confusing times of their lives... together? Going on a first date causes Midoriya to question his sexuality, and intrusive thoughts cause Bakugo to question his... Will they figure it out? ~ Angst ~ Fluff ~ No smut --------- "Katsuki, I did have something to ask you though coming here." Izuku brought up as he slipped the pillow under his head next to Katsuki. "Hm?" "H-How much longer do you- wanna keep our secret- from the class?" --------- I do not own the rights of any of the characters from My Hero Academia! None of the art is mine!! This is my first story so please enjoy! You can skip the Introduction if you want you won't miss anything! I'm also writing a second book for this series so if you liked this one be on the lookout for the next one in the near future!

I'm sorry by thebelieverxxx

Izuku Midoriya seems like a happy boy but what happens if his perfect life flies out of the window? What if Katsuki broke him once too many? What if he really wanted to die but even that didn't work out for him? What if Izuku is in so much pain that he goes insane? And what will Katsuki do if he finally realizes he has feelings for the broken boy he tormented all his life? This is my 3rd story It's a Bakudeku, Characters and art aren't mine but the story is. The characters come from 'My hero academia' and whoever did the art, It's really good I wish I had a talent like that. Anyway this story will contain: Self-harm, a lot of swearing (Thanks to Kacchan), suicide, suicidal thoughts, Abuse, And other stuff like that. If you don't feel comfortable reading any of it then this story isn't for you. You have been warned. read at your own risk. ;) Keep dreaming. dreamer for life^-^ #4 villainIzuku 24/09/2022 #8 bakudekuangst 14/01/2023 #3 depressedizuku 09/12/2022 #6 suicidalizuku 17/12/2022

I'm sorry, Deku... [My Hero Academia] [Completed] by LyellWrites

Katsuki Bakugou, such a heat-headed, short-tempered and prideful man you will ever meet. He hates Izuku Midoriya - or does he? On the day of the Sludge incident, Bakugou went too far with Midoyria when he found that the sweet, quirkless boy was applying to U.A. Yet... Why is he mad at himself? Why is he so worried about Midoyria's feelings after that boy saved him from the villain? Start: 06.08.2018 / 6th August 2018 End: 21.06.2018 / 21st August 2018 =-=-=-=-=-=-=- Disclaimer: None of the pictures that I may upload was created by me. You should check out the original artists, thank you. And also, My Hero Academia or Boku No Hero Academia is not by me, check out the original anime and manga series if you didn't already do so ^.^ Also, there are some moments that mentions suicide, so either leave if you don't like that or continue reading and read my warnings at the beginning of the chapters.

Yes, Maybe, No | BakuDeku ✔ by SmartyNadiny

─── complete ღ ⤷ 𝐀 story about two guys-Katsuki and Izuku-who meet each other in the most unexpected environment and how their brief encounter makes a massive difference in one of their lives. ❱ Lgbtq+ ❱ Minimum Comedy ❱ Suicidal-Depression ❱ Angst Published July 12th, 2023 Completed April 30th, 2024 ©SmartyNadiny #8 pageturner

pyrexia [ ,, KIRIBAKU ] by bakedblankets

katsuki bakugou is in love with someone. someone he shouldn't be in love with. bright red hair, matching crimson hued eyes, there's only one person it could be. eijirou kirishima, aka "shitty hair",, not that he has shitty hair. the only problem is, eijirou is dating mina ashido. he has been for months. then summer hits, and with it incredibly hot weather. katsuki finds himself struggling to even look at eijirou without freaking out.. yo! for contexts; pretty much katsuki has this huge mental block that keeps him from interacting with eijirou. he has trouble with his feeling, and he always bottles up the,, & that's part of the problem. this is a no-quirk and a college au. both katsuki and eijirou 21, while the rest of the class is in between 20 - 22. warnings !! s3lf-harm mentions strong language desperate katsuki hours ps: i do not own any of the characters,! they are all made by kohei horikoshi :)

Shitty extra... || Bakugou x Reader by _xbrix_

Katsuki Bakugou is a hot headed teen who wants nothing more than to be the best hero possible. When he meets y/n, he has a feeling he's never felt before... "Oi, you alright? You shouldn't be moving with those injuries..." "Getting all soft on me now Katsuki? Who even are you?" Katsuki crosses his arms and clicks his tongue in annoyance. "Fuck you."

𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 | 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐤𝐮 by bakud3kubnha

izuku gets asked out, which make him question his sexuality, and if he is in love with his best friend, katsuki bakugou. and when katsuki figures out izuku is questioning his sexuality, he sees an opportunity. "do you wanna test it out?" i made this up at 2 am don't blame me please a little bit of a short story maybe a little cringe idk i never read it back :) smut cursing katsuki bakugou x izuku midoriya - bakudeku - dekubaku

PROMISE. // Bakudeku by daydreamishh

"Katsuki." Izuku's eyes were cold and unforgiving. Bakugou frowned; the tone caught him entirely off guard. "Deku, please. I-I've made myself so fucking vulnerable. Don't shut me down," Katsuki's voice cracked. Izuku sneered. "Will you give it a rest? No one hates you more than I do." _____________ In which Midoriya gives Bakugou a taste of his own medicine. _____________ [ooc Izuku Midoriya] I originally wrote this when I was like, 17....so please excuse the horrible writing LOL. _ [thanks to @betchyoubetter on twitter for allowing me to use their art for the cover!] [Highest achievements: #11 in #bakudeku, #10 in #katsudeku, #183 in #lgbtfiction, #375 in #manga, #410 in #angstwithhappyending]

My Pain is My Pleasure (Depressed!Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou) by Cookie_CosplayWriter

Izuku Midoriya. A young boy, who didn't seem as happy as he let off. His fake smiles seem to fool all those around him all except one.... Katsuki Bakugou, his bully. Izuku never wanted to be like this, but the abuse, the bullying, the constant feeling of being worthless got too much and he started to cut himself and fall into a depression state that was worse than he first thought it was. At first he thought he could get out of it, but it didn't go that way. His mother, who would abuse him ever since his father left them, did not care the slightest bit about how she treated him. Katsuki tried to tell himself that he was fine but had odd suspicions about the green haired freckle boy... and had a sudden feeling to protect the lost soul. ⚠️TRIGGERING⚠️ ⚠️BAD LANGUAGE⚠️ (I mean this has Bakugou, let's be real here-_-) ⚠️GAYNESS AND A WHOLE HEAP OF IT⚠️ ⚠️I DON'T OWN THE ARTWORK I FOUND ON THE INTERNET, ALL CREDIT TO OWNERS⚠️ (unless I say it's mine at the beginning of the part) ⚠️I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS THEY BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS⚠️ :UNEDITED: -Started December 25 2019, finished 10 January 2020-

Bully For A Soulmate (BakuDeku) by SoftBoi41

(Completed) Izuku Midoriya always walks into class, examining each class mate (that hadn't found their soulmate) to see if he'll see a colored halo above their head. It was always no use. Katsuki Bakugou didn't give a shit about any of this soulmates crap so he knows nothing about it, not even how you know when someone is your soulmate, so Bakugou is very confused when one day he enters the classroom and thag shitty nerd Deku has a green halo above his head. Izuku Midriya on the other hand....is scared to see a orange-redish halo above Kacchan's head. Soulmate AU Fluff Smutt Angst Mpreg

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