Growing up in a black household

being black is a struggle already but when you grow up in a black household it even worse. everything you do is judged by your parents and they always point out your flaws. it's always that's disrespectful when you try to stand up for your self. you get treated like a slave you have to do everything and they think this is the best parenting method but in reality, they're teaching their kids to be cold-hearted and closed off from the world because they have been judged so much that they are afraid of being judge by the outside world. you can't be yourself in either so your stuck trying to be someone your not, and I can speak from past experiences that at some point in time you're going to break down either in your room all alone or in front of the parents and god forbid you to do that because they not going to comfort you they're going to tell you there is no reason for you to be crying and after so many years you just go numb and you're emotions get hidden far far away from where no one can see them which isn't good you need to cry sometimes but when you grow up in a black household you're looked at as if you're weak, so here's a story of a black girl trying to escape her black household.

Ps: some of these things happened to me in real life