"Kung hindi rin lang ikaw, ay hindi na lang." It came from the song of December Avenue, Kung 'Di Rin Lang Ikaw.
I remember her when she said that to me. It's been ten years, kamusta na kaya siya? I always regret for what I've done to her. Sana napatawad niya na ko dahil sa kademonyohan at kalokohan ko sa kaniya.
"Promise me. Kung maghihiwalay man tayo. After ten years, kapag wala ka pang asawa. Papakasalan mo ko ha?" We made a promise by a pinky swear.
"I'll wait for you, love." She said.
Papayag ba siyang pakasalan ako kung sakaling yayayain ko siya? I don't think so. I'm such an asshole to hurt and break her before. Kaya malamang wala ng pag-asa na bumalik pa siya sa'kin.
I wish she could give me a chance again.
I wish she can love me.
Like before.