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𝘍π˜ͺ𝘭𝘰𝘧𝘰𝘣π˜ͺ𝘴𝘬- π˜‹π˜’π˜―π˜ͺ𝘴𝘩 𝘸𝘰𝘳π˜₯ 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘩π˜ͺ𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣π˜ͺ𝘒 
π˜—π˜©π˜ͺ𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣π˜ͺ𝘒- 𝘧𝘦𝘒𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘒𝘭𝘭π˜ͺ𝘯𝘨 π˜ͺ𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

She is quirky, sassy, wild and a badass. Her mantra is IDK, IDC and IDGAF. Her favorites are coffee, swearing and black color. She is π”Όπ•π•œπ•’ 𝔸𝕝𝕒𝕀π•₯π•’π•šπ•£. 

18 year old Elka never thinks, more like never cares, about her love life. She is contented with being single for ages. But one fine day, a reality comes knocking on her door that has been kept locked by her for 4 years after a life changing incident. And that reality brings back memories of her horrendous past, hitting her with the epiphany that she isn't an aromantic she thinks to be, but a phobic. 

𝔸 π•‘π•™π•šπ•π• π•‘π•™π• π•“π•šπ•”.

Her deranged life takes a roller coaster ride when she meets π”»π•’π•Ÿπ•šπ•€π•™ β„π•šπ•§π•–π•£π•’, the only guy that can make Elka's blood run all the way to her cheeks and wakes the butterflies in the pit of her stomach that has been in deep slumber for aeons. But Elka finds her eyes welling up even more and hard to breathe when Danish gives her euphoric moments along with some bitterness. Bitterness that makes her on the verge of breaking down into millions of uncollectible pieces, again. 
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18+ Trigger warning for talk of suicide/drugs.* A story about a young human girl who tries to steal from a fae man. She gets put in a cell under the royal palace, waiting for her 18th birthday. While in jail, she meets a young boy, they develop a friendship that turns into something more. By her 18th birthday instead of a trial and the execution she's been waiting for she gets a whole lot more. This is a fully done story that is 35 ch, exactly 128,210 words. If you're just looking for smut ch. 14, 17, 30, 31, and 33 Preview Ivy felt like she had been lit on fire, a cold icy fire that was burning her alive. "I wish you were dead", she hissed at him as she broke the kiss. "Do it, kill me", he hissed back. She went for his throat, the lessons definitely helped but she was no match for him. "One day you'll be able to best me. Lucky for me that day isn't today." Ivy had wanted to claw his eyes out, "you're a monster." "So is everyone." "Not everyone kills seventeen guards." "You're right, only the strong kill in our world. Too bad we don't live in a fairytale." "Don't dare make me feel insane, it's insane, the world we live in! The death that surrounds SkyWood is sickening!" "It's utter insanity, love." "I hate it", "as do I." Than release me from our bargain! Let me live a life free of you!" Ivy said talking of her sworn allegiance to him for two years. "No!" He said before slamming his mouth back to hers. Their kisses were insanity. Crazy to a fault. "I love you." Ivy hated when he said it, "no you don't. One with a black heart cannot love." "I fucking love you with my whole black heart." "You don't know what love is. You love the idea of love. You love how loving me makes you feel." "And how does loving you make me feel?" "Like your heart isn't black." "Fair enough." They kissed urgently, Ivy removed her pants while he ripped her shirt from her body....