My lover suddenly and unexpected dropped dead at the worst time possible. I can't call her my girlfriend. At the time of her death she had a boyfriend who wasn't me. There's some people who think I know more than I claim. Some thought I was responsible. I was the last person to see her alive and if I did things different this story might not exist. Unfortunately, it's not just a story. It's my life. This is a true story. It's been 5 years and not a day goes by where I don't think of her.