The life of a fan

Have you ever loved someone so much you'd be willing to die for them?
In every day life, I'm a fan. I admire and love so dearly a group of boys far from my reach, I'd do anything for them. Even though I know so much about them they'll never know me, it breaks my heart but it's fine, because I can still see them be happy.

I'm just a face in an enormous crowd.

"I might be broken on the inside but they give me a reason to smile, a reason to stay alive."