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The fields were a bright hue of green, dew sparkling across the newborn grass, giving the blades a bright shimmer. This was their first morning of life, and it was gorgeous moment to begin living. The sun was rising and the view was breathtaking. Giving the new form of life, the sun cast a brilliant pale pink glow in the sky, covering every surface. In what seemed to be a midsummer, life was flourishing: forests, fields, plains, any imaginable place. 
I can’t walk. I can’t run. But I can sprint as much as I please. They thought I couldn’t. they said I couldn’t. I achieved the impossible.   
My lungs won’t die. My legs won’t tire. I won’t fall.
I can win. I will win.
I can see things I never thought possible, like the open plains, and the satisfying feeling of not being pushed around in a hunk of metal.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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Chapter 1: Perfection
Sel, Okt 14, 2014

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A retelling of a well known fairytale Datura facing a life threatening illness has lived all his life in a tower the unexpected happens when he saves an unknown girl and is faced with life a changing decision following an inevitable death will he leave it all behind and discover the secrets untold ? They say wedding are supposed to feel like the most happiest day of you're life buy why does hers feel like a funeral A war can make or break people but which is worse ?