Look For My Love

3 hours. That's how long I waited. That's all it took, three hours.

He lay beside me with one arm draped over my body holding me close. I can feel his breath on my neck as he breathed in deep. And his scent, God his scent. It's like heaven it's self blew it's breath on him and made him smell irresistible. I'll miss this. This life with him. This bed I shared with him. I'll miss him.

But I've got to go. God I wish I didn't but it's what needs to be done. Not for my sake, but for the sake of the life I carried inside of me.