don't be ashamed.

"He only knows your lies because he's living your lies too"
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Louis grew up being bullied and abused by both his father and people at school for being gay. For being different, for being innocent, small, feminine, weird, all of the above. Louis couldn't take it anymore. If this continued it was going to kill him, literally. High School was going to be a new start, and by that he means he's going to pretend to be straight. He's gonna fit in with the bad boys. Do everything he doesn't want to do, but has to. He builds a reputation as someone Louis could never be, but who he has to be. He hates who he's become, but he has no choice. He's already too deep. For his 16th birthday, some guys took him to a strip club for his first drink and lap dance, cause that's what guys like him like. As much as Louis hated it, saying yes was probably the best decision of his life.