Stockholm Syndrome

Letters about my abusive ex fiance during the relationship with an entry he left in my phone and his social media post admitting to his drug addiction and abuse.

They aren't very good. He kept me high/fucked up the entire relationship and I feel the writing reflects that.

My favorite thing about putting all of these pieces together here is that they are a combination of writings from 2 phones and my actual diary that I put in the best chronological order I could. You see in the beginning where it's clearly abusive and how I want to leave and I'm having these moments of clarity that it WILL end and I WILL be free someday but it'll be devastating. Until I'm basically over all his abuse and I'm just trying to be perfect for him so he will love me because he was all I had.

I'm so grateful to not be this person anymore and to have grown so very much from this.