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This story is all about me , how romantic I was earlier and how I turned into a philophobic person.
All the incidence I've mentioned in this story are real and I've tried to describe it as it is only character names I've changed in it .
I had never thought about this that one day I'll write a story like this and I'll turn into a philophobic person but some incidents took place in my life after I went to abroad for further studies. There I saw and personally experienced pain.
That type of pain which can't be expressed through words , that pain which you cannot show to any doctor , that pain on which there's no medicine,
Only time can help you to get over it when you'll try to forget the past.
So I hope you'll like the story and there will be some incidents which you've been also experienced in your life in the past
So enjoyCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

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Sat, Oct 10, 2020

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