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I Still Love You [BXB] ***ABANDONED WORK***
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I know I've made a mistake.
I knew what I did was wrong, even when I was still doing it. I will never forget your face as you found me hiding, stalking you like a lunatic.
But you know what?
After everything had happened. After you've hurt me so many times as our friends intercepted you. Beating me to the brink of death.
I still love you.
******ABANDONED WORK******
[Author's Notes: Will be rewriting this story. Planning on reworking some characters and the plot. but new the book with the same title will be in the works! : D]
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