Bad habits
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i don't know who to describe this. i started it hoping it would kind of be my life with different names now i just write what i feel is right. what i would want to read. i like to keep it exciting and random. some of it is from my life. some of it is changed or altered, other stuff is just general rubbish really. stuff i make up. because it is a book after all an my life is kind of lame.
however it may have strong language and mature themes so if you are a little one just looking for fan fiction or a nice story book please don't read.
for everyone else :
Enjoy reading. leave a comment please and vote.
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